Love Song 1969

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1965 年
exceptionally cold winter of that year, entrance to the village of the puddles had a thick layer of ice on the end.
morning, carrying a school bag as usual I go to school. Went to the village and the poplar tree, I stopped and looked back to visit.
Cuocuo Shou, stomp your feet, who hope that this will dispel the cold.
At this time, a familiar figure appeared in the distance, I quickly turned around, put on the way to move forward.
She is the girl I want, etc.: Yang Fan, our neighboring village girl, I have long admired the girl.
I Momo Tou, Huitou Chao Fan Yang burst giggle. When she approached, I bumped into the way pretending,

until Fan Yang said, Along the way, so the two of us walked one after, until the school entrance.
In fact, I've known and Fan Yang, but the true love she was due to a performance.
the beginning of the school team to the commune organized propaganda show. Backbone as a publicity team, Fan Yang was elected in them. That day I excitedly went to watch the fun, come to rest propaganda team, I shines: a small red plaid shirt, obedient to the two braids down the sides. I first discovered Yonfan special beauty. She saw me and smiled, I somehow up to distraught, as much as kind of like the impulse to escape immediately.
feeling that heart, I still have not forget. On the way back, I lived like a smile Fan Yang.
Thus, in order to be close to Yang Fan, I created a second coincidence.
1969 年
Yang Fan's secret crush on, until I graduated high school.
that year, the large environmental impact, I lost the chance to college. Later in Principal's recommendation, I went back to the village became a junior high school teacher. The Fan Yang commune publicity team were the case, where the publicity has become the backbone.
perhaps because teams are often performed in the sake of publicity, Fan Yang in our very well known around several villages, plus when she has come to slim out, so many people looking for her Yueqin. It made me look at the eyes, anxious heart. Anyway, I should as soon as the idea that I Yang Fan. Whether she agreed or not, I have to let her know my heart.
this way, I started looking for the opportunity to declare Yang Fan.
7 months of the day, some hot weather. Lunch break while I wrote a letter to Yang Fan long letter, the above show my affection for her and hope to give a reply as soon as possible. Afternoon after school, I put it in a book, so that classmates forwarded to the Yang Fan.
sent a letter, I felt began to weary, stop imagining all kinds of Fan Yang's face after seeing the letter. Agree? Would not you agree? Two different answers have been spinning in my mind.
Two days later, her little cousin to me to get the message. Still no answer, just let me at the entrance to the village the next day waiting for her under the poplar tree.
night, I sleep.
next day, I was pregnant with disturbed mind,女人是被疼的！, early came to the entrance of the village. Approaching the figure looked at Yang Fan, I just think about the heart in his throat eyes.
Fan Yang came up to me, a look of shy. Look at her, if I want to ask about the whole choking back. Day, Fan Yang has not addressed me. Silent a little, she gave me a handkerchief wrapped things did not say a word turned away.
open the handkerchief, is a picture of her. Look on the back, lower right corner in blue ink that says Yang Fan
smile looking at the photo, I laughed.
1970 年
in those days, looking for objects, and component level will be asked. And our feelings, problems encountered because of the resistance elements.
Fan Yang's parents grew up looking at me, but my first real Fan Yang back to her home to them to tell us something, I was met with strong opposition from her parents.
unmoved. And I, in addition to silence, do not know how to defend themselves. Yang Fan looked sad tears, I heartache.
I do not know how he is out of Fan Yang family. Along the way, Fan Yang mother's words are in my mind. Indeed, what can I do for the Yang Fan, no matter what the sacrifice I make, the ingredients can be at home is I can never change.

do I give up? Fan Yang will think I am weak it? A few days, I lost a big circle. I really do not know how to face our thing.
in my heart, indecision, loss of time. Fan Yang secretly sent her brother a note. It says: No matter what happens,Super cow armed forces license plate, I will not change of heart.
short line, and look so I regained my confidence. I was determined, no matter how difficult the road later, I will survive it.
the next day, I will be something all right to go home Yang Fan attentions. Work at home to help her run errands. Fan Yang's mother, or say a harsh word, but I always turned a deaf ear.
Even so, Fan Yang's mother has not changed her decision. Fan Yang for this fell out with his mother.
the end of staunch character, despite his mother's Fan Yang, marry me.
1973 年
Yonfan marry me, you do not enjoy what blessing.
I was the oldest, my 13-year-old mother died that year. My father work outside year round, so most of every brother and sister thing I worry about with Fan Yang. Work in the fields, cooking, laundry, home, everything, Fan Yang have to take care of in good order.
busy day, look at her, my heart can not tell the distressed. Night, I took hand Fan Yang said:
did not take long, Fan Yang was pregnant. While the brother and sister can also help do some living, but mostly at home to do manual labor or to Fan Yang. Fan Yang comfort me struggling with smile, said: In order to Yang Fan, she accepted us. It makes Yang Fan has been a great comfort.
Later, Fan Yang once again pregnant. In order not to let her suffer and I took her back to her family.
that year, Yang Fan and I have a first child. look at infant in the child, I secretly vowed, be sure the Fan Yang and children happy.
2003 年
from 1969 to 2003, from rural to urban, and I Yonfan hard work of our family. 34 years of marriage, Fan Yang has long been my spiritual support.
may at this time, the thought that three children have been married, we can finally retire, the body suddenly Fan Yang uncomfortable in the hospital.
Three days later, the doctor told me that Fan Yang had cancer late. At that moment, I almost fainted out. God why so cruel, to use this way to punish me.
Throughout, I have not told her condition Fan Yang. I do not want to let her lose the courage to live. But I did not expect her stronger than I thought.
9 month, Fan Yang's condition began to deteriorate, her pain and suffering every day . One day,世界名画200幅(1), Fan Yang said to me: I want to leave the ground with her moment.
9 28, Fan Yang suddenly woke up, she took my hand and said: If I'm gone, you will then find a wife children now. This photo, memories such as film-like, one scene, flashed in my mind.
wipe the tears off the eyes, I organize a good mood, gently pull out the album.
Speaking Yang Fan, Yu's old extraordinarily bright eyes. spend 34 years, 34 years of love, tells of a plain but sincere love.
parting life is everywhere, in the face, we can readily accept.
old today Yu is still left alone, he said, nothing to see my grandchildren to meet. Yonfan final exhortations, I am afraid there is no way true. After all, a good husband or a knot hair.
love is the most complex emotions, love, interpersonal attraction is the strongest form of love is to sacrifice the basic tendencies.
old Yu and Yang Fan is a romantic love love the composition, while another and grow together. old Yu and Fan Yang of Love is strong because of their pre-nuptial romantic love (intimacy plus passion) the transition to a better marriage partner love (intimacy plus commitment).
old Yu and Yang Fan reason why the good old marriage is that they have a foundation of love each other and can recognize the value of each other in the family, has a strong sense of responsibility, in times of crisis, such as abortion, the child, their inclusion makes between love and marriage more closely linked together.
Love and marriage are two common life goals in the next paragraph Symphony plain, their life and work, all close together around this goal, in 34 years of marriage in the common meaning of feeling the beauty of life.