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Reprinted from 511380972 at 10:57 on December 12, 2010 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Personal Diary 1995, I have the MA Zhang. That year I was eighteen.
sixteen years old, I learned to smoke playing cards, followed by men everywhere, my first was a four-man year-old man, people called him Ma VI.
I was brought one of his buddies in front of him, all the girls are screaming, but I did not. I know that screaming is of no use, when I am from that remote town in Xinjiang to Beijing, I know, I should learn is the most patient, the same as a leaf of cattail, can devote much wire, but not sore and.
Chen Fen me brought out, she said, not you read, people they look so good, in that it not be ruined town in Xinjiang?
Yi Miqi my height was three abundant buttocks slender waist, as a flower, dense to open up. Chen Fen took me to Beijing, the first handed over to a beauty salon, and then transferred to a massage room, finally, I shuffle into a ############, Miss, I am tall, beautiful, slender fingers, of the cold Yan's makeup in the evening, is a beautiful black butterfly, face expressionless, for gamblers, we are only responsible for licensing.
Zhang were recognized, that is, licensing court.
used to see the ups and downs, see accustomed to the men who lost their money screaming in pain, the calm and left me Zhang are too impressed with me shuffling Lili said the man, damn eye-catching.
Zhang are indeed eye-catching. He a black, color white hair badly, with a pair of glasses, the people look a cold. I think, is greater than six-Ma heart still hard, the more people who seem calm, the more energy turmoil.
day they bet the rest of the night, he lost a lot of money, enough to have hundreds of thousands, but he was very calm, smoking a cigar,
red wing shoes sale, looked at me from time to time. I calm him unpredictable position, and he attached came several nights, and has been lost, but he always so calm and collected.
finish, I own a taxi home, in the other vehicle when a car stopped beside me slowly.
on the train. he swing window said, her voice is so indisputable. I hesitated, he was down and pulled me up, and then galloped away.
What is your name?
Anne.
real name?
Jasmine. I said, my name is Sue jasmine.
I like Zhang are in life.
let another man he would not let me see, allow me to go to ############ card. I often followed him around, play golf, or attend the banquet, he is a businessman, engaged in real estate, there are many women around him, I'm not the only one, but he likes to take me out, \br> But I know he does not love me.
contempt because he was always to talk to me, that kind of condescending. For example, he said, Ma son, come, let me Paipaipigu.
So I Mei smiled in the past.
if he was willing, he will make his business partners to beat my ass, in him, I am just a plaything. between us,
red wing work boots, no love.
all people know, I was a man of embellishment. He and I are actors, who joined the show, who will lose mercilessly, Lili told me, the rest of us, can not move real feelings, otherwise, they will own life, to catch.
Moreover, both Zhang treat me so thin. Who said that, if loves a woman, will respect her, to me, he has never been respected. So,
red wing boots, I take his money, Flowers Dehen to Lufthansa credit card, a brush I had three million units, loved his mother so and so. who do not take him flowers?
If you have this continues, perhaps he soon tired of me, maybe I will leave He, a more wealthy Singapore businessman took a fancy to me, although some older, is almost six years old, but I can do to his wife, his wife died of cancer last year, I can not make a person's life MA, I want to wife.
time I had moved away the idea of Zhang were, however, the emergence of Ni Rui I gave up the idea.
I saw one and I look almost exactly the same woman.
Ni Rui, that is all the young lovers Zhang. from school to university, they love a sensation, but upon graduation, Ni Swiss gone along with an American, she said, love is in the water Flower in the Mirror. from , Zhang will no longer believe in love.
Since then, Zhang have vowed to become a rich man, no matter what means. and he succeeded, when he saw me, he knew he had lost the dream could use another ways achieved.
she came back, he said to me, you and I pretended to be lovers, can you?
looked into his eyes, I first saw the clear and sincere.
us Rui Ni staged in front of a play.
I affectionately as virtuous, in the three meals, I Sazhe Jiao, Qiaoxiaoqianxi. Yes, if we are deeply in love, this is how good man, handsome ice he did, he did elegant ethereal, all I like. have thought I was obsessed with his money, but if he loves me, is the kind of unforgettable love wholeheartedly, I will provide him with the He died, along with how he ran all the line ends of the earth --- suffer hardship if he loves me.
and he, that night, but cautious, such as hair, have been giving me sandwiched food, for me a paper towel, let me eat more , not be afraid of fat, a bowl of white fungus he roe soup to me, that can fill the stomach.
If not acting, this is all so perfect.
across the woman is lost, could see that she'd love closing the overlying water, and Zhang have said she divorced, with the Yankees not Brad,
red wing sale, he fortune, so she came back to find him, he hated this woman, love thin meaning cool, he later said that if any woman willing to In his most time with him through thick and thin come down, he will fall in love with her and for her students for her death.
I remember this sentence, I know, and then the hard hearts of people, there will be the most soft corner.
Ni Shui is the gray day downstairs servant servant, when her high heels on the marble in the Palace Hotel when the sounds blah, Zhang were lying on the table, crying.
I walked over and hugged him, his head buried in my chest, the same as a child.
He asked me, what is love?
That is our first mention of love.
I said, if each of us As the days are and this evening, and that is love.
2000, Zhang's company were never led.
He was calculating the tax authorities to be investigated. Later, throws his fortune financing, many money through illegal channels come.
learned that he will be in jail, he disbanded the company, and then he called me around.
jasmine, thank you for the past few years with me .
is five years. I corrected him, I told you five years.
from eighteen to twenty-year-old, I have been a horse of his son, filling his scenes, take his money, live a life of luxury and dissipation.
men find it again, if necessary, I can introduce you to.
I looked at him calmly, and then asked, do you? you go?
exile. He quietly, smoking a cigar, his eyes are so beautiful, emitted blue light, he stood by the window, going against the light, I stood behind him, quietly listening to his breathing.
Come on, he said, but I do not have money for you, and you are so young, yet so stunning Allure, should not be difficult to find men.
walked ---- he exclaimed, do not let me see the upset of the!
I gently asked a cry, and Zhang are, all these years, you had a little of my heart is not moving? even a little bit?
he turned, smiled: Jasmine, if I do not bankruptcy, if we are together, I thought about going to marry your wife's.
tears rolling down suddenly caught off guard in this sentence, I waited five years.
I hold him: Zhang are, Fugitive let me go with you now.
he looked at me, silly boy, do not be silly,
red wing motorcycle boot, and I became the Public Security Bureau's Wanted objects, caught at least sentenced to ten years.
he forgot he had have said, but I have not forgotten, he said that if any woman willing to come down when he and his best through thick and thin, he will fall in love with her and for her students for her death.
I am willing to follow him, stolen goods are not afraid of growing old ugly black change, as long as he loves me, I am willing.
He took me in his arms, for the first time fondly stroked my face, he said, jasmine, why did you mix in rivers and lakes so long, there is such a pure heart?
That night, we take the evening flight to Hainan, we use a false identity, false identity cards at that, he called Chang Ching, I called Zhang Ai . My name is his surname, we are together, call it love.
we opened a small hotel, daily morning to evening, four o'clock I got up to go shopping, I bought a tricycle, dressed in the most dirty clothes, and sometimes do not wash hair does not go grocery shopping, and even though business was bleak, subsistence, but I can feel the love and Zhang are the distressed.
I told him that my father was an alcoholic, mother like a man flirting with mahjong playing, I started from the old to take care of all the housework, so I'm not afraid of hardship.
Hainan night, when we re-his skin, we can burn through each other, one times, endlessly, in those nights of passion, he called my name, he said, Jasmine, I love you.
Finally, I let a man fall in love with me.
I like a thin skin and bone camels, but I know, this is my ######iest when a woman with love, when is the most beautiful.
love this life if I'm not afraid poor.
prevent a disease, but both the Zhang If there is no money to treat, he will die.
my little hotel did not have much money, not save him even if exhausted.
to save my man, I do go out.
at this time , I was twenty six years old, the summer of 2003.
when Zhang was found at front of me, I was sitting drinking a real estate owner's lap,
red wing store, his hands groping at my waist, I Mei smile, gorgeously dressed, when I came to see Zhang wine were spilled over the ground, he came, knocked me to the ground, angry and kicked me. he did not know, he can not kick me, my stomach has been his children.
I Dazhao Gun, so he let me out.
He turned away, I hurried outside, pouring rain outside, I cling to his waist, Zhang were, if not way, I will not!
Suddenly, he turned to me on my knees, I'm sorry, he said, I will let you follow me suffer suffer!
I would rather, yes I said so, Honey, I prefer, as long as you love me, I can do anything, let alone when the chickens, when ghosts and I go to.
Hainan rainy night that we cried in the streets, are said Zhang, jasmine, this owe you my life, next life, I have!
my child abortion, coupled with malnutrition, my body breaking down
soon as the body of Zhang were better, I have been dying.
the sun so bright outside, the tall tropical plant exudes a charming fragrance, we come to Hainan many years?
Zhang have started to do business, from the smallest business to start. 2005 winter, we in Hainan have their own house.
However, we still exile people, we can not go to the registration of marriage, on-line with his arrest warrant.
When spring comes, I have support to continue, I body such as a withered flower, slowly dying with, Zhang were often hold me to tears.
many days, we hold that, without saying anything, watching the slowly darkening sky outside . Some old songs he sang to me, know ten years, I know him sing sing so well, especially the Chin singing the song, I put my hand wrapped around his waist, like a vine.
to Finally, I have little energy to speak, yes, I stay in this world running out of time.
he has been asked, Jasmine, do you want? I'll give you.
I , he has given.
If you have regrets, the only regret is that I did not become his wife. Yes, I want to have a red books, that the above two smile, because love Er with, I hope I can do to his wife, even a day.
I'm afraid I can not wait for autumn, summer, and I live to fall up?
when the police brought two things, as is the arrest warrant, as is the marriage certificate.
Zhang were surrendered, he said, jasmine, I want this marriage certificate, I want to marry you.
then, I had could not speak out, But Zhang are holding me, one thing from my eyes and happiness to flow freely out!
Jasmine, my wife.
This is what I have heard the last word on earth.
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