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Reprinted from 272071281 at 21:04 on February 8, 2010 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Emotional World
I recall when the wedding, when the morning will wake up in his arms, I always blush and not dare to say early, afraid of the tone of his mouth crumpled his brow; rinsing mug and brush, and he insisted that the same model in different colors, put together to see only the feeling of the couple; I would help him ready for work clothing, what what shirt with tie, after my He was put on the body aesthetic standards. Got out of bed to the table, for his health, I change the different patterns of breakfast every day, sunny days may be bacon and eggs with toast; some rain, perhaps with a little rice take salted pickles; If cloudy, it is better to eat outside of the fried dough sticks and moves to use soy milk ... ... I've changed new tricks, but I never get tired.
except when a virtuous wife, I also made no secret of his enthusiasm, , and then attach an intimate kiss, even if he is just shallow smile most of the time, I am glad a waited a long time enough.
However, five years later.
I believe the time is not to itch, but in the end is what changed my interaction with him? Morning, his position often has been empty, only by the folds of the linen proved that he really existed, even if he occasionally slept too far or small depends on what bed, definitely a rush from the bed and jumped up and rushed freshen the clothing.
I'm almost forgotten by his embrace to meet the sunrise feel. The rinsing mug bathroom, broken a few years ago, the could not find a pattern, and the other fell into the toilet just because, so also for the new; five years, the toothbrush has been changed a few pieces I do not know, sometimes we sleep astray, will spend the same team, what tone do not need to hide the problem.
whether the same color, the same style, he said they were not important. Therefore, the sink and Doraemon Hello Kitty patterns around two rinsing mug confrontation Doraemon stuck in a green toothbrush cup, my; Hello Kitty is empty, because he has been changed a while ago electric toothbrush, put on the shelf. Belong to two different stories of the rinsing mug, and at two different locations of the toothbrush, as if to mock our marital relationship, further away. The time he went out early, RBI his dress is no longer my thing, he would get breakfast? Long time did not eat together, and I also do not have to think hard and think about the menu, check the recipe, anyway, no one show up. Not to mention the
Think about five years, he has not said it once,
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the time he and I together, strictly terms starting from the night at seven o'clock, that is, after he came home from work. If he is working overtime, then time may be extended to ten, eleven.
just got married, I went to school for his cooking, Therefore, some restaurant dishes often appear in our table, kung pao chicken, just before dawn intestinal Wang, Scallion Chicken, Pork ... .... Glad to see him eat, and I laugh, though not all my favorite, but he likes like.
After dinner, we would snuggle on the couch watching TV, I watch the news with him, listening to his comments on national policy, critical social conditions; he did, watching TV, listening to the story I laugh, cry laugh. So I know the premier, who is the Legislative Yuan, he also knows who is a popular play of Li Shimin.
I did not expect that, five years to change all that.
cooking classes I can say halfway, do not know which day, he began to interfere with my method of cooking, he does not like too much pepper kung pao chicken, just before dawn he began to resist intestinal Wang, Cong cock I do not pour oil, stewed Pork with soy sauce to put a number, he have something to say. I do the dishes become more and more simple, do not want to go, cooking classes, and sometimes a plate of stir-fried vegetables, meatballs and tofu soup and preserved eggs, sent out to him, but he no opinion.
I think I can not catch him in the stomach.
increase in the number with his overtime, and we rarely watch TV together, and I know nothing can be said for national affairs; and he asked all Do not ask, Taiwan Thunderbolt who is the hero that he must not know.
made between husband and wife began less than justice, he said to me, then, most of them are Heat forward.
we do not have the same topic, not have the same interest, in addition to
marital relationship more ridiculous, is not it?
marriage,
mbt chapa, we have described the vision of the future, he said, to have two children, after the first male and female, and older brother to protect her sister; I think that they should the first two to enjoy a life time a child is not quite hurry love, but I do not want his bad mood and did not say.
married for a while, he was very positive and I He does not wear a condom behavior can be seen
out, but I do not want it, afraid he was not happy, so I carried him to eat birth control pills.
remember that time, he excitedly took me to the hospital to visit a female friend, she had just given birth to a four thousand two hundred grams of the giant baby, look wilt Mi's lying in bed. I will never forget his look of glass separated by a new doll, the eyes look blooming, but I can not forget, the female friend with a weak tone told me that she had a whole day and night pain before seeking medical products from natural to caesarean section.
I can not baby.
five years later, he seems to have abandoned a baby at all, after all, he is the only one heat is useless.
, however, stay in his empty house after work, I suddenly felt a baby is also good, at least the room will be busy, I will be a little less lonely.
he had been a few years ago began to use condoms, and I do not know what made him change his mind, but it is also loose my breath I am allergic to birth control pills seem to, no matter what brand eventually end up for a swelling of the end.
I guess he added more than six degrees of myopia flash, I should not see edema before and after edema even not the same, the point is, he's a big condom solve my problems, also brought another New trouble.
I want a baby, but he seems not to want, I do not know how to tell him speak. Not to mention his frequent overtime, often tired and fell down asleep at night, if I open the mouth, it seems that by increasing the pressure on him. Between two people, low enough, and do not need to add a cause of conflict topics.
when we fall in love, he liked to take me to the water, sitting beside the river bank watching the sunset, along the dock were born, you can eat different taste all kinds of snacks. Fresh seafood input on reputation, he seems to be only Shitulaoma, the total know which is the most authentic.
Sometimes he took me on the ferry to the other side of Bali, where there is only one way busy, selling all the peacock clams, two people can eat with a big, still find something more to say.
he would ride double with my bike ride along the old street light sea water,
mbt uk, and then ride back to the sea by the light, the scenery along the way is not very attractive,
mbt shoes, but kinds of simple taste, and the salty sea breeze hit in the face, I enjoy this atmosphere. Of course, sitting in the back seat of my bike two days of drying fishing nets three days, when it is a good mood, step two, he knows I'm lazy, or the best of the foot.
I miss, really, even after five years, that part of memory is still vivid in my mind.
married to the number of fresh water, in addition to the wedding that period, almost one of the few, the last two or three years is not been to one.
Every holiday, he will not wake up at noon, I see him so tired, of course, does not bother him to show me around.
holiday fair to say that he and I should be some common ground, but he was tired, I can only look for a job to do yourself, and friends who work out in the work shop, talk about right and wrong, but also the way complaining about him.
As his sleep at home, lunch, dinner, themselves now!
he did not know the first few months, I have lost bored, take the MRT to the water myself.
Sure enough, did not go too long, and there has become a place where I do not know.
embankment next to the food stalls was gone, all concentrated in the MRT station nearby, he and I watch the sunset over the place renovated into a Long Beach, only walk. While the road to become clean and tidy is good, but his collection of memories I place disappeared. Without his guide, I can not find authentic seafood restaurants, can not find tasty snacks that he can not double a person riding a bicycle too, but I was surprised to find fresh water more than a Fisherman's Wharf, you can take a bus in the past.
Fisherman's Wharf, without ever setting foot in his footsteps, and I was his first step, it is not him, just my experiences. To the edge of Fisherman's Wharf, the United States re-landscape the U.S. men, but a kind of artificial Diaoqi affectation. I thought to spend several hundred dollars you can take a blue highway to the other side of Bali, just like the ferry in general, but lost the antiquity of the yacht has a large circle around the opening and then back to the origin.
In addition to the hull
bumps shook me dizzy, I can not remember what beautiful scenery, and even a peacock clams did not groan.
water changed, and I and his memories, but also changed.
one morning, I specifically than he get up early, cooked a long time Washington after nearly a rich breakfast to him.
then, there is no third party, no arguments.
I handed out a divorce agreement.
It was the first time I saw him look so shocked,
mbt shoes sale, if that day is April Fool's Day, I think I succeeded.
However, I can not have fun is so bad, he knew I was serious.
he did not like a normal guy, like rage, began to reprove the woman's guilt; there is no crying, knelt down and begged me to stay, he just tried calm your mood , mime not say anything of the take over agreement, open the door, go to work, as usual.
Perhaps he is also aware of our marital relationship to a bottleneck, but also intends to carefully consider the possibility of divorce, he alienated in recent years, I did not shed a tear, but he was cold that day, I almost run to five years tears.
I have some regret, that regret has spread to the heart as a starting point, spread through my head and toes. But regret what? Do not cut the Gordian knot, plain water is just dragging a day, two human stem consumption.
I do not know how much love is left of him, but was not clear how much love is left for me. Marry him, I knew he was taciturn; to marry him, he thinks I can change, and did not change him much.
my love, not enough to change him, his love, it can not change for me, this is probably the key.
leading a poor Youyanjiangcu love sweet tea destroyed, I tasted, but it is five years in exchange for lessons.
while now, no children, no strings attached, I do not covet him what the best time of divorce, right?
Douzhao Shou name in the divorce agreement I signed, he went out to a few hours later, I'm still shaking. This is an unknown fear, I, and so he gave me a result.
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me five years later he was cold, and slicing the I have seven days.
handed his hand from the divorce settlement, after a whole week, he did not say a word to me, but also a sofa bed for seven days,
mbt anti shoe, every day continues to work as usual, in addition to more cold, I feel his emotions.
agreement goes on, even threw trash, garbage bags will be struck by the voice, but he, Not a sound, I doubt that he did wrong thing, for some time to ignore me, just want to see I will not forget their divorce case. I can not stand, and he in the end how to do? With divorce, you have to leave to be so indifferent?
However, after seven days, he shocked me ado.
morning, I heard the sound he got up in the living room, Gezhuo Men do not listen to real board, I can not wait until he has been shut out the sound to work. While banging metal impact, he has been quietly replaced the daily routine, I finally got up and look not contain himself, but after opening the door, smell the aroma of food for a while.
my heart jumped a bit harsh, is not the original wave of emotion that old well, caring for his long absence, the sky was the slightest ripple.
he was so easily, you can touch my heart.
I do not know how he can mess with nine, ten o'clock does not go to work, he received my doubts, it is only indifferent smile, a simple body a little breath of clothing did not work, maybe he is also tired of work, right? ... ... He may also pronounced, and goes on the divorce agreement.
see his Shenseziruo look, I ate breakfast in silence, imagining a moment he would say. He will not be crisp divorced? Or tear the agreement in front of me?
undeniable, my heart inclined to the latter.
things come to an end on it, is to properly deal with things at home.
row at home before work is it? I smile.
, the face became solemn.
he never used the tone of this question and speak to me, looked at his rare Lise, I went so far as to say a word.
cranky ... ...
He and I talked for a whole day, several hours of conversation, four fifths of the time I was crying, because I feel made a monstrous mistake.
However, some things there is no divorce settlement goes, I'll never know.
he said, five years, he did hold me wake up every day, but later he was busy with work, time to change get up early, but I'm still sleeping with, do not know about it, sometimes he would kiss my face, looked at me greedy lazy sleep Yan, he does not have the heart to wake me up.
and placed in the bathroom rinsing mug, he did not clear or the Doraemon Hello Kitty is his is his, he thought that the frequency of the pink color is a girl, so he has been using the Doraemon mouth rinse cup.
the original, we have been invisible, the exchange of doing close lips and teeth, and the poor of the HelloKitty, with no one out there has become a decoration.
breakfast,
cheap mbt shoes, he ate were 7-11, he admitted that I did miss breakfast, but he embarrassed the Central every day I do to him, he I do know that brains change patterns squeeze, and he could not bear to see me too tired.
mention of his clothes, he was laughing at my silly, he could see that I will be adding new clothes for him, according to the color pattern classification placed neatly in the cabinet, and I often helped him during the wedding with, for a long time he knew my preferences, what tie with what clothes he was wearing for me.
good morning As passionate kiss
day sleeping in my room he had given me, I uphold the dead end, that he did not need my kiss.
Yes ah, I know, I always knew that, otherwise I would not marry him, but, since we know, I asked him He Bijiang say?
need some words of love women are moist, and I think this is the reason, look at me eye complaints, and I think he knows a reason.
You like to eat good.
his interpretation of a sentence, let me out of a cylinder with tears, internal organs, I do not eat; you Papan, so I hope the oil when cooking add a little less; soy sauce, a salty, eat a big burden on the kidneys, for your sake of my health, seasoning, do not add too much. p>
as long as I cook, he likes to think every time to prepare food for him, he did not eat again, and in the end why do I that grip his stomach?
So, I grabbed his heart?
Another thing surprised me, he really know that Taiwan Thunderbolt who is the hero, even if guess not exactly correct.
smile asked:
I care about, in fact, not watching what programs, whatever the Executive Yuan, Legislative Yuan, who, without him around to see what is uninteresting.
I found, if they wish, two people can talk about anything, even I explained to him the story of Taiwan Thunderbolt, all the way to talk to a cosmetic issue, he rapt.
me, I closed myself, thinking that he would not listen to me, do not want to talk to me. He distressed me a man at home, afraid to talk about what the company I'm bored bad, you see I do not want to pay him any heed a look, he can only touch one day, gray nose.
he told me that no matter what, I always want to hear, but I let him know now, a husband and wife for a few years of time wasted in this misunderstanding between the spin, he deserved, and I deserve it.
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talk to the children's things, he first silent for a while .
further information, I discovered that he always knew I was taking medicine - what times I may have casually put the medicine on the dresser, which he see, I do not want a thorough understanding of his child.
and he knows that there will be swelling the next day I finished the phenomenon of drug, slim body bone me, takes a pair of swollen feet, like elephant feet, and only ostrich mentality of these people I would not think he will find.
habit then I take the medicine in the drawer, he thought I was not eating, fear of body edema and uncomfortable, so he DAI Qi condoms, said would go, or for me.
I can not get full free
to punch! He wanted children, and heard me saying that they want to have children, he now greatly excited light to tell me that. But, immediately after Nama Lianqu flashing light, he sat in asked me a question.
he began talking about the four thousand two hundred grams of the giant baby, the original female friends of the experience that not only scared me, scared him. He does not want my children but also by the great pain, what caesarean section, natural birth, and he have no idea, just know will be painful.
I am afraid of the pain
he understood, so he abandoned the idea of having children.
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explained by him, I realized that even if the work tired, and he occasionally has the desire, sometimes at arm around me and watch me sleep soundly, this view can not get to eat the pain, he can only depressed the stuffy in his heart.
the face of his mind, and I really was speechless.
two peaches in my eyes like a little swelling, he urged me to change clothes, take me out.
have not had traveling with him, and in between the two cold ice, sitting beside him, had I had the feeling of love.
I look forward to concentrate on driving his side faces, movements and appearance of his deep deep in my heart, because I almost forgot, also between me and him sideways a problem.
divorce agreement goes.
I want to remember him the appearance of life, if he would still be signed.
However, he should not sign it? Otherwise, he and I discussed why children do ... ...
sea breeze blowing head is fresh water. He also remembers the place, the place where we treasure the memory.
This is what
Oolong?
I appreciate his work tired, and he understand me and my friends go out this way, we missed again and again accompanied.
also funny to say, we have considered themselves for the sake of each other, and considerate in their own way to each other, this has resulted in numerous self-righteous all odds, until I began to doubt he did not love him, he does not love me, only to find that this love is not gone, but dissolved into the lives of the people to forget the existence of a natural.
love the performance, which can be sticky, warmth, dedication, blessing, or even give way, everyone in different ways, will lead to mixed results. My approach is blind to pay, the way he is total care, at first glance the two people are right, but whatever way, in the middle of a little known
our marriage, that is, building castles in the air at the top of this lack of communication, to marry this man for five years, I thought I did not love him gradually, but only some simple Poubai mind, I love all of his resurgence, and even grows.
woman long neglected because of a man disappointed in love but can also be another word for love for a man full of hope, I - do not want to divorce him, a little children do not want, bite the bullet and signed the original name, perhaps just a fit of anger, he look the other way just to see me, but ... ...
this mean ... ...?
tears.
he really loves me ... ... even if he did not say. I think if I stick a divorce, he would let me go, he could not bear to see me sad to see me to tears as he hugged me and up.
if it is he wants a divorce?
excuse me selfish, I was determined not to release, unless waiting for me to become his late wife, also because he could not bear to see me sad, I can stay confident him up.
Yes ah, we can create new memories, as long as I have him, what time and place is not a problem.
five years of marriage, I found a love
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