I deliberately did not make-up

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soon, new obstacles to, the family introduced me to a various conditions are very good boy, ordered me to go blind, I can not resist, loving day, I deliberately did not make-up, casual wear clothes went, I did not expect the other party actually move my careless love at first sight. And two after his appointment, could not help but tell it to the big stand, end of the line,casque beats, his voice panic anxiety.
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I know our love is often said that the
1999 years of summer, when I already have friends around the other half, only 25 years old, I or alone, can not eliminate busy work share of lonely hearts.


remember when to begin,chaussures de foot, I found a large stand away I always answer the phone from him some details appear to judge, he has been on the outside other girls. This is what I never dreamed of, that to my wife and I divorced, I kept going to marry the man I love so quickly and actually having an affair with another woman, love it just one of his joke?
four years, a blink of an eye later, I have entered 29-year-old older. When I blew out a birthday candle, I could not help tears. Dali with his wife and kids travel to, in his road, I repeatedly told him that he and his family have fun, but, but my mind was expecting him to come back earlier children, this ambivalence tortured me exhausted. After he left, there is a depression in the bottom of my heart for a long time the feeling has become increasingly intense and large --- I want to stand together forever. I was too tired, if I always wait indefinitely for the suffering and contradiction, I never get a true love of their own.
A few days later, a friend invited us out to play again, I hesitated a moment or agreed. I travel is that frequent exchanges and large stand up, we often went out to dinner, clubbing, dating and friends who at first Xiangpei, then we dropped a friend started a separate appointment. Just two months time, I actually have panic find themselves deeply in love with this home of the man, his character as the Mustang did not like to be tied, let me endless fascination. Then, one night, I put myself to him.

I decided to big up the attitude on this matter as we love the bottom line, if he agreed to leave our children, that he still loves me; if he does not agree,foot chaussures, then we ought to over. I set aside a large established telephone call dial three times before, before I open mouth, big throw came up short on coldly: She is more for me than you! Like, now everything has to repeat itself,franklin marshall, only this time, I was a woman that lost everything. All have long expected, but I can not be reconciled, desperately found a woman's phone, she came out to talk about, however, I beg each other's scream was immediately interrupted. Before I Huiguo Shen children, big stand in front of me, I have never seen him with a look of fury growled loudly at me: you, has long been over between us!



So, I willingly became a vegetable dish of their own occasional carved, though not always know that they enjoy, be memorable, but still stubbornly open for him.


my heart once again shattered by reality, and more unfortunate still to come --- I found myself pregnant.

I am stunned, as if everything is just a dream.




night, the rain was heavy, rumbling thunder and the glare of lightning, accompanied by a simple pick up the luggage I left I do not belong to this I will knock down the belly of the child, and then find a place to quietly wait for the healing of the wound the soul, looking happy to patronize. Yes, I've never been happy, looking back six years time, I am almost always in pain, fear and confusion spent. Now I am 31 years old, when her friends are enjoying a happy life of a family of three, I have nothing, I just re-started, girl six years ago with a dream to find a real part of my happiness. (End)
at my request, Dali, and she promised me not from. The next day, he was with me all day, interlocking fingers and I watch TV, but everything is just the calm surface, I know I have not read more of his heart. Soon, a quarrel broke out again between us, and our feelings of mutual suspicion have become fatal. Dali in a drunken state to expel me out the door, am a person walking in the street no one, I did all the tears flow.
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I did not think that this thing actually turned into a great power of divorce legislation, and soon he and his wife divorced. He said to me,beats by dre, in fact, he and his wife have been separated for six months, I am not his grounds for divorce, but it is a catalyst to accelerate the speed of his divorce.
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month later, a large stand at noon that day to get a certificate of divorce, I moved him there. The thought of finally and justifiably large stand together, and I dream for many years inadvertently become a reality, my heart ecstatic. At this point, I completely overlooked the fact: I have all eyes are built on top of another woman's pain. I think this must be heaven for me four years to pay in return.

Dali back that day, I wanted to tell how much I miss him, but that day, we have a falling out because of a trivial matter, and eventually even easily separated.
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This is our first encounter, but it was no indication that it would be another story of the wedge, because Dali was already another woman's husband.

but I did not think it would be another cruel punishment began.



I was a disgraceful third party, with six years, I have not proved a worthwhile feeling, today I and tell their own stories, to tell the girls not to take my old, jealous of their youth.


Unfortunately, Dali will not hear me crying, he was shortly after I left home, walked into another woman's door.


Dali once said to me, he loves me, but whatever happens, he will not divorce, because he and his wife, children still have feelings. In this regard, I quietly accepted the fact I never asked him a divorce, I do not want to break up his family, because I do not want to see another woman lost her husband, this is my last remaining bit of conscience. Although I have long realized the selfish side of love, though I would call from his wife because they feel lonely, although I can not because he was in daily life and sad, but I also believe that gradually, in this world there is a feeling is be freed from the fetters of the true form of existence, there is no ownership and possession, and no material obtained from and explore.
most I can not accept that, Dali and the girls know that two years, and I broke up with him in that short time, the girl is more logical to replace my position. I think desperate to break up, can finally unspoken.

2010-05-03 17:32:09 Source: Unknown Views: 25
day, I give way and the enthusiasm of friends invited to a party, where I met the then 35-year-old Da Li (pseudonym). He is a career, villas and private cars successful man. That meeting has not left me a deep impression of what, I just feel a beard, he looks a little unkempt, his eyes actually very God.
I thought broke up with him later, like a normal person I can live happily in the sun, but I was wrong. I found myself not only did not therefore feel happy, on the contrary, I think of him all the time in four years time so I put my soul to him, I had no way to leave him, even after lover does not matter. So, two months later, we and better.


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