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2126426 2010 年 02 月 06 日 22:36 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Categories: Love regaling
He is a very talented man, though born in poverty, but he is very backbone, with the son of man that prettily unmatched fighting spirit and perseverance, he went step by step today, but I have to say, he is not starting from scratch !
2002, the May 24, he has been wearing a worn white shirt cuffs and a very old gray and blue jeans, suddenly rushed to my house, when the evening, Rays cut through through windows, deep into his left cheek, and he fiercely stood before my dinner table, my father and I are eating, and then he yelled, \He was severely beating his father, did not fight back, was hit was black and blue.
year, I'm 21 years old, without any hesitation, to marry him.
because when he looked at my eyes, ignore everything. If he drowned, and only I can save him.
our wedding was very grand, this is either a vanity, it is either a declaration.
very appreciative of his father, in fact, always told me privately that he was he praised the emperor, will eventually establish their own dynasty. Then, to my happiness will come one day earlier, at the wedding, the father publicly announced that he took over the source and served as Executive Director Sheng Group. Then, he finally smiled at my efforts so long, there is no trace of win moved him, he finally smiled, mouth slightly to move up a bit, really like a king.
wedding that is lonely field, I was just taking him, but do not feel happy, he dragged me around a toast, do not ask me tired. I followed him walking legs are swollen, but do not dare say anything, afraid to sweep his Xing.
\me tight, I even smelled the alcohol he Chunchi Jian thick, and then I stretched out a hand on his chest, he surprised a moment, looked at me for a moment, before back to God.
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He looked at her and laughed, \to introduce me.
The woman looked at me, his face flashed dark quickly, and then she smiled and reached out a hand, \>
She was a glamorous woman.
I blushed, nervously shook hands with her, \Xiao Huan head and looked at, \Let me enlighten me out! \\
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So, the wedding will only bring loneliness lonely marriage, from that day on, I had a bad habit to develop his out of all eyes and ears of the bad habits. l
father died a year later, when I came to understand why he did not insist and Xiao Huan against my marriage, because he hurry to find one person who can take care of me instead of him.
23 years old, only one side of my husband, an outstanding, but to me indifferent husband.
Xiao Huan always told me, in fact, I do not love you.
and I was always wrapped up coffee, I will only coffee. I cooked MOCA special bitter, bitter person can pull the nerve, so he drank only once in the honeymoon never tasted. Later, as long as I make coffee, he would say, in fact, I do not love you, but do not worry, do not you, I do not have today, I will not divorce.
he said so, I would laugh, smile and then he will perceive light, and then he would say, do not be proud, as you are not handling this the limbs, grains, regardless of the rich princess, I The most despise!
In fact, he is only half right.
I laughed not because I feel proud, but feel sorry for him he always puzzling Si Shouzhao unwilling to give up the principle. For example for me, I am a very useless woman, read too bad, never out of social work, was brought to poor health, was beneath ordinary appearance is the daughter of style. I am ignorant,
pandora sale, and narrow shallow, I did not inherit his father's business, so he got the source for Sheng, I feel lucky, that the jobs of thousands of people, ah, how do I afford it.
me laugh, because I feel sorry for him shackled himself, he clearly has been able to free, but he do not want to side to freedom.
Although he does not love me, but for him this, but I feel very cute, so I will not say to him: like a divorce to leave it, it does not matter! I would not say, because I do not want to leave him. I guess the world should be a woman like me there, knowing how their lack of charm, it had never expect to be treasured, never just pray that he will not be too harsh, I can not be too sad.
night, 11 o'clock, he came back.
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\He was really tired, his brow has been Zhou Zhao,
pandora necklace, lips very dry. I always saw this, he busted their ass to work, and then make a lot of money more than my father was alive.
If a person has billions of dollars in assets, 365 days a year, only less than 20 days is at rest, even the 20 days he was just a walk in the river, blowing a hair, look at the fireworks, there are moon and stars, that he make so much money, what is why?
I asked him, but he laughed at endless, he said, you good for nothing woman! Money, it is a conquest, you never know!
he said this, he looks so excited, it is a regal face.
jingle bell!
doorbell rang and I got up to open the door.
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\tea, and then giving it to Lu Yun and Liu Jin, they are down about three things work, no longer talk to me. I honestly sat on another couch, curl, in the hand holding a mug, coffee cup brown inside.
I looked out the window, lights one.
\, on behalf of their busy working out. The beginning of the Lu Yun, a cigarette dangling from his, looked at Liu and look dirty, men's topics, no more than two, money and women!
Liu Jin hey smile, \best,
pandora online, have a good wife, but due to not on the thing! \the bottom, and now worse than we do not! \
Xiao Huan is
tea cup to her lips he will smell a little, looked up and see before them, talk laugh, \with a gift before they were allowed to! \Kam Puchi smile, \
they talk to them, I was next to the coffee, take a bite.
finished their talk, is 2:00.
and I have been asleep on the sofa, I'm not a flower.
The next day, the sun through the curtains fell on my face, I felt warm, then opened his eyes.
I am still lying on the sofa. Do not think that will happen in my home on the popular TV series lens: the husband to his wife tenderly to bed, and turn off the lights before leaving a fond kiss.
at my house, even if I slept in the toilet, he will not control me.
I sat up and looked at the three cups on the table, suddenly amused. Clean them one by one, on the closet, I hit the phone to the small north.
small North is my only friend, we grew up together, I got married, she be my maid of honor.
small North took me to lunch, and then accompany me to the movies.
But that day the movie name, please, say what, I do not see in, I sat next to a small North, but their heart thump thump dance. Because this movie theater, on the \
21:00, we came out from the cinema, it began to rain outside, I like the rain.
I walked in the rain, the wind is very light, blowing the gentle rain, like a large dandelion, getting my clothes wet, and I in the rain in a circle, feel close to the whole sky, no longer lonely.
small movie theater in front of the North sitting on the steps, hands Tuosai,
pandora bracelets sale, she looked at me and smiled, she knew how happy I am now.
I will forehead glistening hair together dial up, eyes closed, looked up, I want more rain.
\oncoming Lu Yun, next to Liu Jin, and then, with the distance of the closer, I saw him, relying on the arms of a beautiful woman, and his face looked at me Su Yin.
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\turned to the side of the road shouting, \Too much because of my tears drop, so I can not pretend to rain. Small North back, pull up the coat, cover my face, \
him I did not dare look back, I like a woman in Lenggong, there appears in the wrong place, to provoke the displeasure of the emperor, and I dared not stay overnight in a small North, I honestly back to that dark house, so he came back.
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I shook my head no.
\He took off his coat, which some wrinkled white shirt, collar open, and he rubbed his forehead, looks like a very decadent, very ######y. I stare at him, eyes still swollen.
He turned his head, lit a cigarette, the living room to open a wall, the light is dim, so I only see his sparkling, sparkling eyes, there is white smoke curl. Air, a few emerge from time to time his lips while smoking Minzhu sound like most of the kiss.
I crouched in the sofa, looked down at his soaked by the rain of foot was pale.
over yet for a while, corner of my eye glimpse of his fingers clamped cigarette butts put out numerous press it in the ashtray, he stood up and talked down to for me, \room to go! \, and he has advanced the room.
\Washing, and opened the bedroom door, dark inside, no lights, I went to him to lie down, right, and then he began to exercise the right of the husband, I began to fulfill his wife's obligation.
I did not dare to ask, why does not he spend the night outside, and Luo Qing, asked him not telling me.
Xiao Huan is a very strong-minded man, and he get along with people who've been will to his core, in a shallow dominated by his consciousness. This year he nearly 30 years old, I'm over 24 years old, married for two years, we have no children.
fact, he knew that I wanted a child, but he is not, he felt very interesting to me anxious, he often said to me in bed, I will not let you have a child! I will not let you have a child!
I think, maybe his heart was hate me, hate me he did not live up to expectations, no longer continue studying to finish high school, I learn nothing from the father to rely on small-time life, long big to rely on his life, which makes him very annoying. Because he admired, is a Luo Qing, as a woman, strong, independent, deal with life, not other people around, she was the only one ever to get rid of his woman, then she and his race each other to reach that far behind the other height.
, of course, the people of his victory!
2004 年 12 6,
pandora bracelets, muggy.
Yuen Shing ribbon cutting of new properties, he and I attended a large customer conference. At the reception, his high-spirited, as the focus of all attention, I was just taking him to accompany him everywhere, toast, and when we got married, I went to swollen feet, stomach do not know what the churn is very uncomfortable.
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\Shaw's friends have a common characteristic, that is laughter. You do not know whether he considered, he will laugh, like to know everything.
\have not hear what they say, and I was a white face, confusion, held out his hand, I want to say hello, but I caught his hand to vomit to spit up, seems to be dry vomiting, are more acidic, I think the chest, nausea, took a deep breath to see a black eyes.
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I like this term.
woke up in the home, our bedroom. I sat up and heard the living room the voice of busy keyboarding. Go out, and she saw him before in a notebook to promote eyebrow work.
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he raised his head, won the gold frame glasses, a hand rubbed his brow, tired and asked, \a! \\
So I went to the kitchen, coffee.
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\Sitting next to him, \
our family bathroom is transparent glass wall, I looked at him in the shower, the back rolling heavily, he took a deep breathe. He must be tired, because the family no one can pressure him to share, no one can share with him the victory.
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He turned his head in one hand and pull me a harsh past, we kiss, all the taste of the water heater exhaust.
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He pulled my clothes, buried between my neck and I heard him say, \13, Shaw's birthday, his 30 years of age.
I gave him a white sweater, was bought, because he will not wear my hand-woven stuff, but I'm quietly in the white sweater was sewn on the inside a small cloth , embroidered with three words: Cheng Siying.
for this, I am secretly happy for a long time, every time he wore a white sweater that play golf, I would not help laughing.
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really happy ... ... l
2 months, I attended a cooking class every day to go to 2 hours of lessons, it was the happiest period of my time. Because Shaw was busy during that time, very few out of pleasure. He come home every night, a door frame like so tired, like scattered down on the sofa.
Then I brought out from the kitchen and learn new dishes, feed him a mouthful. He was very tired, not picky taste, seeking only to fill his son. Finished, he went to take a bath, then lying in bed, I massage him and let him get to sleep comfortably. t
Although not a great thing, but he was busy preparing for the post, I think life is very full, very satisfied.
One day, I learned a new dish, hard to Daoteng in the kitchen, from time to time to see the watch, 9 points, he should come back. Was thought when the doorbell rang really. I quickly ran to the door.
\I was surprised, and quickly let them come.
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\He knelt on the sofa to the side wipe. I am very worried, so I did not notice a few people standing around also.
\beautiful eyes and faint smile at me.
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Luo Qing tipped his head slightly, reversing beings to charming, she said, \to greet the kitchen! \I look at my hand, no color, no gloss. I ran into the kitchen and severely bit his hand back.
I really want to take her out, and although she and Xiao Huan very close, but Xiao Huan never to bring her home. I have been, this as his most immediate gentleness.
I bite back, bite out of purple teeth marks several channel.
I really want her out!
orange curtain down windows, I sat opposite the sofa Xiao Huan, holding mug, a cup of coffee while staring at the Luo Qing.
\I called in my heart. Xiao Huan
seems a little bit awake, fascinated eyes open, he sat up shaking, looked at the Lu-Yun and Liu Jin, looked at the Luo Qing. Suddenly hands around, and firmly put her in his arms, \, in front of me, they kiss, crazy extreme.
boom, my glass fell to the ground. Lu Yun and Liu and looked at me awkwardly, \
snapped, locked the door.
next day I get up, no one has a living room. I got up, wearing a gray blouse, ran out to find Xiao Huan. I went to the source of Somerset House, looking up at the towering office buildings, Xiao Huan on the top floor, I want to see him.
to such a thought, I drive a red, but rushed to the elevator to see his style as lively as ever and a group of people came out from the elevator, his face is also not a hangover last night decadence. I'm surprised a moment, look at him, then look at their gray smocks, plates with random bun, looked haggard, how dare I go past. l
Shaw farewell go after big clients, one hand still inserted in the suit pants pocket, the other hand is elegant, hanging at the side of the trunk, is preparing to turn into the elevator, he stunned to see me, hiding in the potted plant beside it.
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I came out stiff, pull the pull clothes, \put down these words to come from me, I turned to him, but the only sound heard Ding Dong, the elevator door is closed.
Odeon I honestly sat there for two hours, he finally came slowly.
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\shook his head.
\I head down.
Xiao Huan smile, \
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I'm scared to face while white, scratched his scattered hair, quietly replied, \not angry, silent, and he put out press smoke, \
\to meet. But you are too easily satisfied, and that makes me happy, you know! I owe you is money, you have to give the opportunity I gave you! \
my head down, do not speak.
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say anything, but somehow, I laughed, I said, \Of course he can not remember.
\conquest of the foreigners, because he thumbs for you! and you just faint smile, very magnanimous self-confidence. \
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Xiao another sip of tea, shook his head, he does not not slow Xu said, \. but I will take care of you, without you, no I am today, which I will never forget. \No matter what he says, I will not get angry.
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Xiao Huan Puchi smile, he said, \>
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Xiao Huan changed the position, and points only smoke in his mouth, thought for a moment, he said, \br>
I looked at him, \? \\opposite Somerset House is the source of his dynasty!
over a week, I went to a small North, a small North pregnancy, both boys and girls, called the name of the South. > I'm sitting on the bed to the small North Xiaoping Guo, a small North smiled and said, \struck her head, \
small North bitter bite, looked at me, eyes suddenly became sad, \>
I'm surprised a moment, laughed, \\
I shook my head, \
I do not know how long, I felt someone had been beating my face, I opened my eyes, anxious to see the small North.
small North wiping the sweat on my forehead, anxiously asked, \look at her, I said, \crying, she said, \. I do not want your heart. In fact, I've had this mental preparation, the cancer already has inherited, but the incidence of each probability of a difference in terminology, as I do all day, her face hard, his head empty of people, no disease be called strange! \\
\to see the little North is to examine my vision. \
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\br> I walked over and sat beside him, holding out a hand on his lap, \me, \
He is like listening to a joke, chuckle for a long time before carefree said, \, he so played for a while, then said, \said this, I did not dare look at him.
Xiao Huan smiled, \The wedding ring, has been somewhat dimmed the luster. Married all these years, we have never spoken well. My ring and his ring had never met, because we never used to hold hands.
I hugged him, \do not mind. I lived in your hands, but you can give me some space for fantasy, allowed me to be able to stand? \Do you want independence, I can help you, but it is not in contradiction and whether the bed! \I know that he just wanted to vent!
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atmosphere of the sun secretly darkness, when I had time to draw the curtains when it has the room into a gorgeous fusion of painting. I looked down to see the halo of light hit the ground, as with life, like to beat.
time is 8 am, the empty bed, he went to work. I wrapped in blankets, standing barefoot in
board, hair room, also off a faint perfume, it is the taste of last night, he left behind.
I am a very monotonous life of a woman, not when he is more monotonous, every day is get up, order food, watch television, a person shopping, and then where are which, hungry, easily find a place to eat. If you do not want to go shopping, I sat at home all day, until he came back, and his talk, although not say much, but it will be my happiest moment of the day.
ago Shaw introduced me to some of his friend's wife, said they, like me, life is to enjoy every day, and he wanted me to learn with them. However, Xiao Huan the know,
pandora charm, my wife are not the same as those who also high-end assortment of jewelry leisure club is not for me, when I with them, I am not happy, then quietly to the small North beat telephone, north no matter what circumstances come and take me, and then took me to dinner. Dinner to knock my head and said:
thinking our house is a small surplus stupid! Do not know to spend money!
that time, I laughed, and small when the North is always very relaxed together.
really, in addition to Shaw, who is my favorite little north, although the small North and I do not, she is even better than the Luo Qing woman, never easy to compromise to the life and strong-willed, she was very cheerful and lively, and considerate. So, I grew up listening to her very words, only heard, that is, and Xiao Huan marry it.
but small North said, \because we think profit is a small family fool, so even if your husband will not give you happiness does not matter, I'll give you happiness like a. \with her feelings, all I wish every day, eager to have something in the next life, I often think: If the next life, I can become her, we must meet again and Xiao Huan, so let him enjoy a woman; However, if the next life, I am still me, they will not meet him again, even if met, should pass, do not love at first sight.
turn on the TV, pick a channel. I started sitting on the sofa drinking coffee, 一杯接一杯, mouth full
a bitter taste, headache.
I have a headache and they will look out the window, the curtains will be the wind occasionally, frequently corner of the window showing the outside world.
white-collar workers on the street who look like women, and suddenly I am like the cards in the JOKER.. Said that men do not love wise woman, in fact, I know, deeply know, the more good men, the more eager to an intelligent companion. So ignorant they do not love a woman, even if he married you.
drinking coffee, and bottom of the cup a few slices of white pill that has not been fully diluted, I put them back again, little by little to eat. Recently, I can only rely on diazepam life, or too sober, then it is easy to collapse ... ...
my life has begun to countdown. However, no character is so monotonous life, still is to make me want to stay already, do not give up!
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Shaw!
you know?
much I love you.
I wait for him to come back, he came back would say: \.
Although this is his habit of ignoring me, but I do not mind. One reason I know that, soon after, the family no one can ignore him, and secondly, I had no energy to pondering his thoughts, because my eyesight is getting worse, but also began to frequent tinnitus alone kept in normal condition and talk to him, has been very difficult.
But, in fact, Xiao Huan also have a warm time, but he's gentle and always makes me more lonely.
example, he would ask what I want, eat what I answered, he would give me money, so I have to buy their own to eat. I expect him most things, is that one day, to speak to a number of decent things. Make him feel a bit challenging to show his unmatched ability. And I always let him down, I want to do is walk, I want to eat is cake.
he was not satisfied with my answer, and often like a child like a fit of anger, angrily thrown out the door.
speaking, this is probably my most executive Au thing, because I never told him that, actually, I want to do is walk with you, I want to eat you homemade cakes.
I would not say, because it is not a challenge from the outset, but failed!
I officially have pathological diagnosis was a month ago, but fortunately I usually have always sick, so Xiao Huan no more suspicious.
My doctor is a fifty-year-old female professor, surnamed Li. After my diagnosis, she said, shaking his head, Mrs. Shaw, you are so young, I can not believe this is true!
that time I was numb, and heard her say, just innocently laugh.
She looked at me and asked, \br>
clutching my medical records, at that time, really just want to go home, want to see him.
Ching Ming Festival, we went to the cemetery to the parents burn paper, four elderly people are left too early.
whenever this time, he and I would feel special affinity with each other, both are leaving the world. We gravestone burn paper, my father and mother and wife of his father and mother are buried, I watched the dancing flames, the khaki-colored piece of paper money to throw a look inside. Rengzherengzhe, rivers of tears. !
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I did not speak, thanks to his parents with him, then stood up, but losing control while rotating halo. Fortunately, he reacted quickly, immediately caught me, or I have plummeted to the back of other people's tombstone.
\\Down to eat.
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