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Do not see the sea at night is the night wind to calm with a trace of melancholy sea breeze stroking my cheek gently take away my tears the melody in the hands of sad reality, he declared no longer stay in the mind He has been on my plate It is constantly expanding ... ...
heart I know he is in high school.
Middle School that year he was transferred.
we became good friends.
the time, I do not know when, as a good friend like him.
He always joked that I introduced her boyfriend to help, or asked me to help him on his girlfriend.
every time he would have made me feel hurt, like words, are with his friends just use me as a fact.
and I can only With a smile, pretending to not care to say, I do not want a boyfriend, I have no friends can introduce.
but he is always, consciously or unconsciously make me happy.
I bored, come over and talk to me.
find me on the MSN chat, the stealth I did not take long to offline.
want to go out when MSN, told me that, even if only on the line for five minutes.
that he stuck in my suspicion and struggle every day race.
Gradually, the graduate hours to come.
after graduation, but also each admitted to different schools.
the beginning, we always contact, often in the chat on MSN.
but began heavy tasks, we lost contact.
I guess, and he is paid a girlfriend.
but I dare not go OK, I did not dare to call, afraid that they bother to him, afraid to know the truth, to face the heartbreak.
graduated from college, during which there are a number of suitors.
But my heart to the high school, he knew he and I will not have results, I Kanbu Kai, even as we have no contact in four years.
I do not have the TOEFL test or the Institute, I landed in a foreign company.
frequent daily work, squeezed light his own spirit.
During this period, I still can not love others, I tried, but I can not.
I want him cleared my mind, but just let yourself deeper and deeper.
life is like drama, drama is like life.
I ran into him.
a company business trip, I went to Japan.
the streets of Tokyo at night, I was aimlessly wandering.
front of the figure, I saw the familiar back.
I started in the streets, chasing shadows, but I lost the chase. I casually walked
listless, try searching again.
when I gave up a walk through a crossroads, it was gently point out my shoulder.
I looked back and saw him.
his gasping, his face with a big smile.
tears welled in my eyes, I fell into his arms.
He just patted my head, said to me: I scare you?
me in his arms listening to his heart beating, shaking his head.
Later, we found a cafe to sit down.
He told me that he saw a woman in the street like me.
it up chase over, did not think I really met in different places.
I said to him, perhaps because it is in a foreign country, meet people they know, will not help the tears.
We talked a lot back, and recent developments.
We exchanged phone, E-MAIL, MSN number, and address.
home, we chat on MSN every day, at bedtime on the phone, along with travel during the holidays.
However, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend.
so, after over two months.
in a holiday, my friends and I go out shopping.
stroll about, the friends that go to the bathroom.
together we walked the staircase, I saw a woman in that embrace.
I have not paid much attention, but the men looked up, I can not see.
because he actually; I am calm, his smile, and then pulling friends, and turned to go out.
I do not know what should or should not cry, friends, a loss of follow me.
I had sent him, I suddenly not feeling very well, so would like to go back.
not home, he has hit a lot of phone call came.
I did not take, I do not know what kind of tone to use to face him.
so I got home, I just quietly sat on the bed, his mind are his and her embrace of the screen.
so I recovered, the days are dark.
look at mobile phones, automatic shutdown, because no power of the bar.
I changed the battery, an open pass there are dozens of missed calls.
I did not call back, I opened the computer, on the MSN.
he did not online, it might still be staying with her.
In fact, he can be happy, I should bless him, is not it?
together because we can not, this is not something I already know it?
I cried, though that obviously can not be together, but to see him with someone else, is still very sad.
cried for a long time, crying to me lying on the front of the computer to sleep.
until dawn, the sun on my face, I was up.
showered, looked in the mirror that his swollen eyes.
I went back to the computer, there are several messenger, I ordered him one.
just before the final message is issued.
which reads:
your home?
I have been called, no one connected.
things today, you are mistaken.
I waited a long time in your home, but you did not answer the phone.
you there?
you there?
you there?
I thought, this is nothing to explain it. Who I am not your
.
from the former is the case. I will be arming themselves
.
I returned to his MSN.
me: HI.
him: HA, you go there the.
him: do not answer the phone, MSN, also did not return.
me: SORRY, I call with a shock, do not feel.
me: I'm driving home computer to sleep.
him: I find you, I have something to say.
me: have something to say?
me: I want to go out yeah, my friend and I made an appointment.
I: 88 friends.
I'll be down the line.
because I do not want to let you give me the slightest illusion.
I thought you had it a little bit like me.
giving himself a little bit of expectation, and then sad.
I turn off the computer to bed, tears fall down without disappointing. I do not know how long
sleep and was awakened by the phone ring to.
were him, I pick up.
me: Hello.
him: you go home?
me: ah, I had at home.
me: do you need?
him: I find you?
me: ... ...
him: are you listening?
I: ah.
him: I think you misunderstood yesterday, thing is ... ...
me: It does not matter now, you have a girlfriend, good ah.
I feel my voice was shaking.
him: not what you think.
him: she is my friend, she likes me, but I do not like her, but then she'd hold me cry.
me: You are from the previous case, is not it?
him: I am, I have a favorite person.
I palpitations a bit.
me: That good, ah, do not know that girls are so lucky.
me: I want to hang out ... ...
him: I have not finished it.
me: ... ...
him: I like that person, I knew her in high school.
I waited for her for a long time, because I have the courage to her confession.
because I always thought she just put me as a friend.
I did not pay since high school girlfriend.
because I've been there with hers, she has filled my heart.
time, even if only a little greeting, make me happy one day.
Later, not long after graduation, we lost contact, I am busy she was busy, so I did not dare disturb her. So after a long
.
three months ago, I met her in Japan.
I do not believe my eyes, so I chased her all the way, until at a crossroads.
I dare to point her back gently.
the past three months, I was really happy.
until yesterday, she saw a girl I was holding.
When she told me just smile, and then turned to leave, my heart froze half.
I began to frantically beat her mobile phone.
I went to her house downstairs, waiting for her, but she has not appeared, the phone did not pick.
I am disappointed and anxious to go home, turn on the computer.
looked at her in MSN, I know that he misunderstood me.
I want her to explain, but she did not return to me, I kept the name of the message until the morning.
I want, she said, I have not met her three months ago.
My family forced me to go blind, and then asked me to marry that girl.
I do not want, but I accepted.
and met her, I persuaded the family to return this marriage.
because I met her, who loves in my life, I can not let her out of my life, once again slip away.
and the girls to hold me, is that marriage is the person I am drained away.
Then I, long ago broke down in tears, that we were missing for so long than this.
him: SAN I love you, long, long time, will you marry me?
me: you know? I also love a long, long time, from high school until now, big bad guys, of course I would.
him: Well, I can now go to you?
His voice sounded so ecstatic.
I: ah.
we hung up the phone.
all my heart now is filled with joy to the original we have missed for so long.
I put on my favorite clothes, waiting for his arrival.
a half hour, an hour. He has not come yet.
restless heart, my heart began to climb.
when the phone rings.
me: Hello.
him: Hey, I'm almost your home, such as green corner in your home.
him: I am really happy.
him: I am ... ...
he would not finish, call actually came the cries of the collision sound.
the phone that my impatient side shouting his name.
I left phone and started running and ran down the stairs, ran out of the alley, to the junction.
I saw his car, not a car bumped shape.
I went to the driver's seat, I saw him, tears began to stampede.
He looked pale, covered with blood, his body and face.
He slowly opened the eyes of a little bit, call me weak, then give me one of his signature smile.
I want to help him open the door, but the deformation of the body does not allow me to do so.
He closed his eyes, I can only call his name in the side.
began, surrounded by noisy again.
police cars and ambulances have come, somebody pulled me aside.
they began efforts to rescue his car outside.
me and covered in blood, the body is injured, he went to the hospital.
my mind now, all is blank. I
outside the operating room, on a seat, flashed that he and my everything.
those good things, he make me look, his unique signature style big smile.
his all to everything I love.
time I do not know how long, his family began to appear, his mother held me cry.
sad face of his father pacing back and forth.
his brother and sister sat beside me, to comfort us.
door opened, the doctor came out.
I did not hear, they say, then drifting away from my left ear right ear, but did not enter my thinking.
because I felt nothing.
his parents into the operating room.
after a sudden, out of his parents, told me that he wanted to see me.
I went inside.
see him around all equipment.
I did run through the tears again.
he said to me weak:
SAN, high school, I did not take advantage of you, I'm sorry.
as I said, I love you, long, long time.
I'm sorry can not give you happiness, but also make you cry for me.
Really, if come again, I will let you know the start, even if the final is heartbreaking.
I really hope be with you until we have white hair, I will put you on the care of palms.
I really love you, really.
I was crying on him, I gently in his ear, said: I love you long, long time, I really love you.
me in his bloodless lips printed on a kiss.
closed his eyes this is no longer open.
this my heart, to follow him, not for whom the door.
because no one can exceed his weight on my heart.
I do not blame the drunk driver who hit him, but I wish we did not hold it well to each other, we blame the miss at the outset.
I do not feel sad for myself because I knew a man in a long long time my heart, at least, I loved.
me on our favorite beach, opened a shop.
shop has a great piano, I played the song that romantic.
see someone in this courtship success, looking at pairs of couples like sweet sweet honey.
I'm happy for them because they grasp the other person.
sometimes after closing the shop, I played the song that we love.
they want you to rest assured, just as you have been with me the same.
through the fingers of the melody, I feel your presence.
If you were reincarnated, I would be brave to let you know I love you.