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A Juan is my sister. She and I are twins, the third day after birth to us, my parents took my sister gave us the village of Wang Taishu (a pseudonym). Wang Taishu did not have children 6 years of marriage, when our family is difficult, my grandmother died very early, and Grandpa with me Erdie, and parents at the same time very difficult with two children, so they decided to give my sister The Wang Taishu. At first I did not know, my sister and I love each other for three years, my mother knew me and Juan sister in love, her mother was forced to tell me that we are siblings. My sister and only three kilometers away, when we have been studying a classmate. I do not know the arrangement of God to torment us or the pre-existence to the debt owed, the relationship between me and my sister is very good, very happy together, very understanding, so there is a feeling connected with life.
Slowly, we grew up. Should be said that bad blood in our family, my dad taller, my mother is very beautiful. Junior high school, I grew up and became a fairly handsome boy, and his sister has become a well-recognized beauty. At that time my sister is higher than my child, because the earlier development of girls, she had 163, I have 159. And this time, I just understand some things between men and women. Looked more and more beautiful sister,
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high school, my sister and the same school in different classes. At that time the school was already in love. When my friends started to discuss the school around which beauty is more beautiful, which man has a girlfriend and some friends have and women have that problem, I also started and my sister had the seeds of love. Sister obviously more mature than I could girls usually mature earlier than boys to it! At that time we recognized his sister was the school beauty, together with Wang Taishu home terms and conditions are better, so there are a lot of people like it, crush. A little boy even made bold flowers of love letters. This time my heart always feels a bit strange, in my eyes, the other female students simply can not be considered anything. But my sister is different, I care about her, I do not like away by others. In fact, when I do not know that she is my sister, I know my sister very happy together. If I had known it, would not fall in love with the sister and friends.
Several times I asked my sister, so many boys like you, would you like people, ah, my sister always looked at me eyes wide open, and then very seriously said: I do not like that I like the kind of sun, good sense of humor sports boy, make me glad to have a sense of security, said sister in my face and kissed it. The following night, after going to night classes, I and my sister went to the river to play, she always took my hand before, and she has great courage than I could a girl earlier development of the reasons for it. Later and she came out to play, will take the initiative to kiss my sister. I will also touch on her presumptuous, but we did not do that thing. I felt really good to me sister. So my sister for three years with high school career.
Finally, the college entrance examination. Three years, the younger sister to the study, and finally she admitted to a key university, and I just admitted to his own city, an ordinary university. Holiday, I put my sister around to my house, this is the first time she came to my house, my relationship with her parents that I do not know. I told my mom she is my good students. Evening dinner, which my mother asked juan's? Juan said, is the village of several groups. Then mom asked her father's name. Juan said that after her father's name, I got stunned and speechless (in fact, the sister to the Wangda Shu since after my mom has been no dealings with them than to the absence of the daughter, sister is aware of fear after not filial to her adoptive parents.) I see my mother looked very, followed by holding the bowl to the house mother to go out. Juan it was also kind of strange feeling, the meal we eat is not happy. The next day, I juan with reading, talking and laughing, and fooling around, very happy. After my mother saw a little bit annoyed. The evening meal time mother while eating a person, his face is a very depressed feeling. I came to ask my mother always Yuhuo What's What? The tears from my face and splashed her mother coming fall. In fact, my mother's heart is very complex, not a good thing my sister Adopted say to us, but there is no way my mother saw me and juan so close, certainly in love, mom to let us be more injury, put his sister on the third day after birth gave Wang Taishu thing to us about coming out. At this moment, just as eye-day splitting thunder, mountains shake earth. Our family were crying, that her mother left her sister, so she does not enjoy the love of his parents, was particularly sad. Mom forced to have to say that time out of the situation at home. Sister, parents, or the original cold, when Mom and Dad called a cry. Since then, I think me and my sister love your friends has been impossible.
sister called to school when I sent her, she threw herself on the train when a cry in my arms. My heart was very sad,
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wait for the university, I understand what real freedom. He himself was under the influence around Hupenggouyou This time basketball is not important for me, the important thing is to woman. Boys dorm every day to rent ########ographic films that point of view, speed up everyone's
My sister and I play once a week, call, write a letter. And sister can make me feel better to call a number. I know that I love my sister, but we can not come together, we are far away, only illusion. With its own development, sensation of ###### between men and women, with a very strong want to jump. His first felt the thrill of the kind of explosive volcano, so that girls can not help but think of it ... ...
dry after that I have kept my promise to make a phone call each week, one week letter. My sister and almost about anything, I would tell her that I was in school every move. Sister always very interested in listening to me. And told me her things at school.
finally have come to quick winter vacation, to the day my sister home, she called to me to the train station waiting for her. So to see the sister. Only to find her sister six months to become more beautiful the more mature and feminine. Figure than the high school to be fuller. May be no high school to university study and tension, ease and reasons for it! I am glad to see my sister and threw herself into my arms. I am that excited ah! There is an indescribable feeling.
winter vacation has begun! I call her and ask her to my house, my parents know my sister friends, also like her very much, in fact, a mother of all the world like the meat falling themselves. My sister's phone number, answer the phone when she was always very sweet smile. My heart is like a bucket to draw water 15 under 7 on the 8. Even worse, she seems to always answer the phone like to hide from me, then I really can not bear to ask her: how do so many calls every day ah? A boyfriend! (Since that was my sister after she and I are changing long sister)
Xipixiaolian my sister said: none of your business ah? Gossip doing so? Is the fire I suddenly rushed to her sister saying: you have a great boyfriend? What to hide from the phone ah! Sister shocked, half a day before said: What gas ah you were born! All my sisters dorm, what boyfriend? Baffling. Girl on the phone, of course some things boys do not want to hear it! This time I know to what extent has been insane, and does not fit her, always Why can not forget, they have too much care sister.
Chinese New Year, to accompany her sister to go shopping for new clothes. I walked my sister was thrown behind. My sister said to go too fast, she can not keep up. I said that there is no way I'm used to the speed. Sister suddenly took my arm and said: This will not keep up with you. Go! The meal my heart thump thump wildly, even blushed, all know that you still kind of contact with siblings. Sometimes I even feel her sister's chest Sassafras in my arms had feeling. I am a little dizzy! But I can not let my sister know what I think, I feel dirty, and always thought it would be crooked.
to accompany my sister to buy some new clothes, but also bought a few pieces myself, people on the street saw me and my sister so close, all that we are a love Lu. I also blurred the relationship between myself and my sister, I can feel her on my feelings a bit ambiguous, but I did not dare to face, plus he really did not dare to break the shackles of this secular society. After all, we have blood relations, and sometimes good things enough in my heart, I think so.
51 of that year until the holiday, I went to my sister's school play. To see her sister, and we are very happy,
pandora jewellery, my sister play with me in the street, at a time when crossing the road, I do not intend to pull the sister's hand and felt her sister's hand was soft and slippery, as there is no bones, as they are a little reluctant to let go, I also saw my sister blush ... ...
51 day results of the two of us are more embarrassing than a day, to the dormitory at night and my sister when to the gate of the dormitory, and my sister suddenly called my name (since she knows we are brother and sister after she changed to a). She called my name, not call me brother, I just find it strange to see my sister flew in my arms, tightly hug me in, and then quickly said something: I like you, can not forget you. And then goes back to the same dormitory. I was only with the feelings of shock, happiness, to describe the conflict. I did not sleep a night. I do not know how to face tomorrow be sister, I was living in her sister's classmates at home, the students had a holiday back home. I understand the meaning of the phrase my sister, she called my name and not call my brother, so I do not know if that I'm actually on a pig. But I hesitate, I can not accept such love. Brings admire the courage of my sister, how dare she.
toss this one night, I did not sleep a wink, and finally decided it met with his sister to say so. The next day I went to my sister hostel there, I walked into the sister on the delivery of a letter to my hands, turned and ran away. I am a bit stunned, only know that silly, then takes a look at the letter back to the house, opened the envelope, counted, a full 9-page, densely written. The above letter is my sister and almost all the things before the first time I handle her, ah, kiss it! Play this game on the river, give her a gift it! There are many things to see, if not the letter I do not remember, but every one of her sister remember clearly confused, but when it happened, in what place. My sister said I was the first boy she likes, from high school each year since the Valentine's Day we are all together before, I know I can not forget my sister, she likes me. After reading my sister's letter, I began to feel heart is bleeding, eyes wet. I thought I was the only been the most pain, the pain I had 100 times more than my sister.
sister read the letter I started playing cell phone, but her phone had been shut down, I came up like a drug, like,
pandora bracelets uk, sit not stand no. No one is upper and lower body comfortable. Finally, I waited for her in the room! She always want to come back to sleep! Eleven o'clock in the evening soon, only to see his sister back. I almost rushed to the front of her: you go wrong? How phone does not open, you do not know that I worry about you? Sister did not say anything, tears streaming down. A cry to see my sister is my heart like a knife and stabbed the same uncomfortable. I know my sister would be uncomfortable. I hugged her! Her tightly in his arms. Sister cried and said: I'm afraid, afraid you say shameless me, I can not open phone, not dormitory. Sister early this time tears were like a cry. I slowly pushed my sister, watching the tears she left sounded! I finally found the courage gently kiss away the tears on her face. Sister in my arms the whole body is trembling, eyes wide open looking at me, then slowly closed his eyes. Anyway, I would like to have the case. Death to go die! So the Xinyi Heng, also close your eyes and kiss it down. I really think is sweet, and sweet sweet.
back that night I took my sister's house to his classmates. This time it was midnight passed, the results fell sister fell asleep in my arms, I really can not believe, a pair of true siblings, and now actually sleep together. Looked at the sleeping sister, I gently kiss her lips, and then himself to sleep. That night we really only pro for a while, the other nothing happened! I'll probably sleep until noon the next day fast together, wake up my sister got up and playing the computer. I suddenly do not know what about the identity and sister speak, I feel very embarrassed, so I fully collated, I hugged from behind his sister's waistline, and then pressed his face in the past: playing what? Plus my sister is very gentle Feelings quietly said to me: you wake up ah! My sister talking to me so tender, it is absolutely tone boyfriend girlfriend, and sister of his brother's tone is absolutely not the same. It seems my sister can not change, forget the past that period. I am a bit stunned, because since I know she is my sister, the sister not intend to as my girlfriend. Like doing a nightmare.
daze to see my sister laughed Hehe, still on my face and kissed:'re staring ah! Fool! I feel so happy, silly to say: Hello beautiful. Sister said: You know ah! This time I could hold myself a little bit early to come over to hug her sister pro, this and last night's totally different, because I was a little fierce, not like last night, so gentle, the more the pro body that has changed more , my sister may have felt, wanted to push me, but I like crazy, how can my sister so much effort, a short while his sister up a bit short of breath, chest kept heaving also face long red die, his eyes began to blur a bit, the two of us have lost a reason.
the tension, though I am a bit clumsy, but at least her clothes off or down, I'm not here to call her my sister, because of that moment, and I love her in my life woman, is no longer my sister. So big the first time I saw a woman's body, I almost burst with blood, she just desperately to get the blanket over his body, I am somewhat at a loss for a time. Do not know how to do, to read the mind of all the yellow pieces are turned out. She is really beautiful, very white skin, body 也好. We just casually hold together, did not know how to do next. In fact, experienced
all know, the difference between virgin and non virgin,
pandora beads, an analogy is a long trail and highway Yang difference, one is exercising hard, one is open. I was a virgin pure and simple, no experience, the total can not find the right direction, always hovering on the outside. Toss of an hour, and she ultimately did not complete the sort of thing. I feel like a God, that moment, I suddenly what ###### drive is gone. Stop all the action, and then lie on one side,
pandora charms, she saw me, softly asked me: how you?
I am not a spirit answered: sister! Ours is a **** ah! Then I can not speak, do not want to talk. I know the history of China is not pro-brother and sister married, although I know that we love each other and not hurt anyone else, but also socially unacceptable. We have no results. At that moment, I decided to give up. Sister did not speak again, we'll just lie quietly for a long time, and finally my sister cried, but very firmly said to me: I do not know that we are not ****, but anyway, I do not regret it. Sister's words really touched me, that I do not love her, but really it is their own psychological untied the knots, and finally I said to her: we can try together, but do not let people know we know, there are , We'll not do that anymore.
I am not impotent, nor do not want younger sister ****, but I think if we did not do so, at least there are still turning back, for at least a sister's innocence. See my sister agreed with her, of course, very happy, readily agreed to my request. The next few days are the happiest in my life a few days! And sister, like a day like any other couple, hand in hand shopping, and even when you can take the bus because there is only one seat and put her in my arms sitting on his lap.
Happy time is always off soon, soon the holidays 51 the end is clear since the sister and sister together since, in addition to sleep, not me, but I really do not want to not sure and sister sleep together does not crash. Sending me home, my sister is driving me kind of sorry to see the eyes but also to melt, I can only do so handsome and she said: stupid, but not not met, and soon summer vacation! And we can also call thing. Sister just nodded, his eyes red, and so I got on the train, and drove the moment, I truly appreciate what life to death, the kind of painful episodes, there are several times the urge to jump off the train.
days after returning to school do not know what he was doing, exactly like sleepwalking, I feel no interest in anything but I knew that thinking and sister live together fragments. At that time I was actually tough for me, I began to feel my sister's feelings can not see the light, can not ultimately come together.
real pain in fact only just begun! Finally heading for the big summer vacation, and my sister back, and came to my house. But we can feel the pain that can not see the light. In front of my parents what we have to pretend not to keep the the brother and sister relationship. The other parents are not home then, that we can vent their intense love. We were young, and so in love, with summer wear less, many times are making out I could hold myself fast. But the key point when I was able to keep awake, I rushed into the bathroom and cold water, then ****, see me, several times, both my sister said to me: If you do not tolerate hard feelings and no longer forbear, I really will not regret it. I smiled and said to her: a fool, I'm fine. I'm with you not to do that. I admit that my sister than I am brave, every time I think back, when the dedication and determination are his sister touched me. In fact, this feeling has been carefully maintained sister.
Sister is very cute, clean home every day very clean, the parents came home from work when they are able to eat a good meal. My mother and sister also note the case of the evening my mother asked me also wish: Do not and my sister what happened, ah, and my sister are blood relations, is not and my sister love you always only siblings. I said: I will pay attention, not accident.
mother says it is indeed true, I would like to take the time parents and sister did not know the end result of this is not the feelings, so that adults would not hurt. But the sister of a face I could not say anything here. I really love her, she loves me. But why are we so in love but can not be together? In this way the relationship between me and my sister has been dragging, until the time we graduated from university soon, we can feel each other's pain. I insisted on clear and sister, and she keeps.
I found a sister and told her my decision, my sister did not speak, did not cry, just looked at me tightly. I know she must hate me, hate the most critical time we gave up, I told her, in future we can only brother and sister, and before we all forget things! In order to completely give up hope my sister and I had burned her face, she wrote me a letter. Sister did not cry through the whole process, but I can feel her heart had been broken, in fact, maybe she did not know my heart no longer beating since before.
Since then, my sister is no longer for me. I know she hates me, perhaps time will help level her wounds. After graduation, my sister came home to work in a local foreign-funded enterprises. I do not want you to meet embarrassed, I came to a person working in Shenzhen, Guangzhou. After I came, took my phone card to replace the original, and is to take my sister completely forgotten. Flash is the year, and I have not played with my sister a call, my sister did not know my phone number, may this day at 10 pm or so, I've been sleeping, the phone rang again and again several times, I I saw a home area code, I went to pick up, one is her sister's voice, good cooked. I asked how do you know my phone number? She said her mother told me, saying only hear the cries of her sister ... ... then I cry, I'm a man, the first tears. I was told how a feeling can not control. So, after my sister did not say anything, she hung up. I heard the beep ... beep ... beep ... ... the sound of my tears once again streaming down brawl. I sat in bed, long time did not fall asleep, probably when the light finally sleepy or sleep. But a nightmare to sleep to do: dream I've got many, many people, and for all sorts of dishes, almost everyone around here. So my dream has not done, my phone rang (at that time had more than 7 points), I was awakened from a dream. I wiped his eyes, answered the phone call from mother, my mother said: my sister is sick, call me right back. I got up to the Shenzhen International Airport, fly back. The plane, I called to ask her mother: her sister in that hospital. Mom: Do you go to his sister's house. I thought, obviously my sister was sick, how could she do at home. I thought a mess, but at that time did not care so much, and went straight to his sister's home. When I got home (because of the way to transfer) have been noon.
not far to go to his sister's house, I found the door of my sister built a big cattle cloth archery, I am not good at the time, my legs felt weak, walk out But I have to look forward, to go to the door, I Er Yi out, Er Yi grabbed my hands and muttered to say: your sister last night in the city in a car accident (her sister after graduating from a local foreign office, last night gave me the phone, the result of excessive grief, when crossing the street, did not pay attention to other vehicles, by a large truck loaded with cement binding body and died instantly. reporting time is after I called her few minutes out to do, is after the accident the traffic police to the accident report) to me when I heard Er Yi jumped to crack this day the news, and I was unconscious when the last ... ...
When I regained consciousness, my sister's casket (s sister was cremated, let the local burial) has been transported back again, I have no tears, just blankly around my sister's casket ... ...
ah heaven: I will give you crisp, I and my sister are brother and sister relationship, this life can not be married, I understand; I just want to keep family and my sister kind of fate, this is why you humble request not to? ? ? If heaven can arrange my parents and my sister's parents pension nail in the coffin, I'd like to hold her sister's hand together towards the normalization of their lives that way and never ... ...
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