ck Shen Ke Log ( 31-40 )

this year, do not know the first few times
microprocessor and crash.
often not at home even forgot to turn off the computer
finally start

also not start the afternoon to bookstores to buy a cluster of books.
just, for point of rations.
should die a few days without the Internet.


Pig back to Guangzhou tomorrow night out drinking a few old educate
been surprised to exclaim, witch sister ah, now see you side harder than the President see tonight who
was not granted to go back!

we have been talking at birth said something
radish lofty about half of the time, there are times the political class, I want to go out on half of the ventilation, and teachers depart the teacher did not let
, curse So after a meantime my repast
classroom suddenly appeared a puff of cigarette ...
when we look back to see me get lighter burned down in the textbooks
hysteria at the time a teacher.
So I was slamming the study-room.
instructors are still back the howl, I retorted, shut up, my grandmother a breast. Flat.
Huang and radishes according with everyone a run out to the attic
smoke.
him two smile silly, as I like nothing the same.

radish only half finished when I think of it
I thought I had always conducted.
had done this thing.
teacher I'm sorry.
was burning something else should be, should not scald paperbacks.


to stand

encountered a drunk standing behind the rock, radish handed a smoke in the past
said Road to the brothers, via thick and skinny thick and svelte

Twenty minutes later, drunk poke back
Huang Huang began to swear
giggle
three minutes after the curse was finally outrageous.
the punch drunk bombers on the ground next to the carrot and Ding Peng
up broken beer bottles to help

have a fly above my face.

came out, the other four people did something on my face more
had a hole.

furious.

Pig bought a extend to my face OK one,
patted my head and said, look, are you a little less turbulent.

... ...

apparently sat next to a lull start to finish to see the kids fighting
knew that I go to bars.


go to KTV, when my wife called me Chaqin
Huang everyone impatient
I went over to the phone next to the roar, her husband, Kuai Diana, I clean my of it,Womens Lacoste Arin Shoes!

then over the phone hung up. Mrs. Huang
angry, very solemn consequences.


Ding Peng sing the song quite cute bull.
meditation a long time ago some folk in the coffeehouse late at night I miss that anthem.

told Huang that the home in no time, come from
we are very dissatisfied look.
finish at.

cab carrying bag hurry to find a cafe
on-line.
daze.

no one.

write diary home ... ... Well.
probably drunk.


Alexander Adventures (2006/08/16)

8 on the first day.
When its interior organs after
wrong I had to pluck out a little bit, give it new ones blood

then stitched, but it blinded the

I surgery is probably the first time I put it to the bad organ
so he had to start from scratch once repeatedly completely re-suture
.

this time, Alexander began to spew black blood
I think it's dying.

had durability temper, the last time. Then I will not give up
suddenly it opened his eyes
I'm so happy.

I too late to hug the time
Alexander started to play very noisy out of Ray.
I suddenly remembered a phone call
then also play down the Alexander thing, play the damned phone

When I came back, Alexander's eyes had been blasted out
my eyes hard with it inside the bar pulled out of the Okanagan, trying to go back
my eye by Alexander, it actually began to blink

also late to surprise, merely to detect a good eye a, merely it also left out half along speedy.
I think I can do nothing.

I had to spend money to find a professional doctor gave me a prosthesis for Alexander.
well behind, the medic told me that it still can not shake a finger of his left hand to center
Alexander.
hand Well, so what
its heart was mine burned.
it had changed even the heart, and I said to the doctor.


my poor Alexander, beneath which you should not nonsense.
better hurry it.
you look at your rotten four days I had to stop to find someone else.
you first betrayed me.

But I know you will not be so good the next day

you really only began to spit blood you are polluted.
I am a bit upset, but what
not help you on your stomach had to kick his thighs.

your eyes and shut up.

I presently had enough. But nor can you discard a body into someone else.
we were together for two years.
I can not say love you, but you know the secret
you so much I almost quick as my diary a memo
at least four annuals I have only directed at a human you say.
two years before it is Shinuo Ke 2 said after it died
I put it in a heart transplant to your body, you have my four years of secret
You If I go that amnesia how to do ah
I often remember things. You have to prompt me, you do not die.

the doctor is of no use
I will give you your new babe child

doctors it is your first few times this surgery
my poor Alexander.
good you finally up, we must thank the doctor before he left
also taught me how to wash the internal organs and help you excavate your throat so you spit filth.

So when he was gone I can not wait to pull you out of the large intestine and then into the small intestine to go.
you are still secure.
I finally relieved.

Alexander
this time has changed dramatically the
Apart from that I replace the memory in your heart where
other imitation I could hardly recognize the aboriginal you

I take your dress to more handsome ah, who
you look now, ugly mess
except by sinking heavy heart in my memories insisted, your other organs are empty, a little blood I left

not even want to look at you the more.

ah
but what can you have so much of my diary, I know you do not lose benefits.


I think we should take to discuss the future of peaceful coexistence
I will try to take things to you, do not kick your stomach, do not take your organs to throw out so that you can not sleep.
you have promised, do not scare me
if you are dead how do I do

handsome Alexander
I had to slowly let your arm back to you
before, you do not worry

I also distracted
but you must have reassurance in me


While you ######## just a broken computer Lenovo .

fraction (2006/08/19)

little pieces. Log number of words is limited. Does not appear too thousand words.
some things forgotten. Some things still remember. Bored, good phantasmal ah small sink.


KK
-2003.1.02

make her cry.
really do not want to take the call.
adding to entangling or awkward.

sorry ah. Is immature.
I can only say stop.

In fact, he is calling.
tight grip well, almost bleeding.

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KK
-2003.2.17

eat steroids can conquer the cold, sad what to eat?
Well, in the heart posted a Band-Aid.
right, one may heal slowly, posted 2 nice.


in the mirror when surprised.
face more sallow than usual, swollen eyes, well great, but also congestion.
really ugly. This is me?
absolutely can not be ugly again after a.
clean to start my new life.
grace.
first for pajamas.
this white gown make me look extra favor a specter.

I have not grown up on the old.
so I decided to repair my adolescence.
from now on.


My appoint is Shen Ke.
16 years old.
I like black.
stay very long fingernails.
I was a promising child.
my addiction mature men than some bigger.
I have deep black eye.
I think it to be happy is not so cozy.
I rejected in love.
I ... ...


I slept the nap of a not too long.
that the use of alcohol and sleeping pills, I woke up.
I must agree I have a place still hurts.
but that is natural.
I give myself one day. Up on the day.
some better attach.


I half past three when the home began to write diaries.
incited but also a bit mournful plan my new life.
If tomorrow is atmospheric even more perfect.
I am to cut my hair cut those split ends.
not how do I line, they will fall, and trashed with a long fork.
then put the nail to cut.
is not to stay.
full cut.
I left them a long time, but now irritated them.
such as contact lenses every time I take the time because of the long hooks pull out almost to the eyes.
right, perhaps I should buy some silver eye eclipse.
I see those dingy surrounds for a long time is not so beautiful.
cover off better.
If mood heal faster, I ought award yourself about.
mirror kiss or something.

to black and then a call, tell him I have been good.
me crazy when I am just scared he would be crazy also.
he yet old, and then scare me every time is, the more old.

like last night, as I crouched on the edge of one point late at night crying, to call him to tell him I'm going to the rill bound.
black afraid voice palpitate and you still start stuttering.
that poor old guy.
him how to do without me.
me how to do without him.
I had left such a black.
I most most best friend black.
I really wanted to clutch him a good bit nauseating.


I should learn to run the.
you know, as a future big star, do not work hard point is insufficient.
must rely on running to a large lung capability.
I love music more than ah.
Music will love me.

me good.
fool just does not like me.
but before I just very lucky happens like a fool's fool.
You see, I see myself much more bleak torture.
Now I better up.
fool the earth, at the end of the day, not much.
no longer wants to run into a fool, the world is bomb.

In truth, the most lovelorn man is the right temper.
can be stuck on me.
injury that I have for the lovelorn fool to sign a contract.
forget.
generosity ... ...
write it. After all, stupid is not his mistake.
step mother.


This is my first day of adolescence already.
I awaken.
I forget apt forget that.
so decided.
future star at the end of the day began to grow up.
fuel oil! ! !

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KK. and the North Bay's notes recorded
-2004.4.26

luncheon time Liu said the father and mom and aunt contradictory.
mother will come back to see me a few days.
I gave Liu aunt helpless mirth. Can I say?

slowly coming to an end of the tutorial, early return.
home suddenly mobbed together in the afternoon she likes to call home some of her classmates to play.
a long time, not slowly, would like her.
now that noisy.
people is like that. Very curious.


have to stop eating three or four days a new rehabilitation medication.
people get to sleep in addition to, not a little on the role of drug handling. Altogether do not eat.
have that damn black gram, I eat a lot and edema.

stop injection volume of 300 ml, the body is still very excited very depressed.


night to try smoking, the body can not stop shivering. Or no way.
these two days forgot to prod disinfection, punt down a bit could not stop the blood.
see reports I heard someone injected into the capillary sclerosis. A little frightened.

stagnation has come. Dr. Tang was going to re-acquired prescription, over an intravenous trickle.
or not intent to play left-handed. Right arm had been full of pinholes.
Dr. Tang said, a little mild anorexia, the body's immune system has a long a lot aggravate.
but did not say that heading. I appreciative him.


panda friall over a automobile accident, reside away of.
things change.
very lively girl. Only seventeen. Accident that day to find her father and mother panda. Cry Ganchangcunduan.
Panda half day to reflect, however. She said like a dream.

this time she very melancholy, I do not know how to comfort, so she can only say voicelessly.
Panda cried on the idol QQ you know,
to still feel like a dream, analytic that the school can see her, thinking to buy a new DVD also waiting for her to come to my house to see.

ah good, all right, all right ...

feel so needless. People are not even a consolation ... ...

life, living very mighty, but the moment of the accident to make life becomes especially small vulnerable.
no one way to resist.

North Bay ... you is not it?

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KK. and the North Bay's notes recorded
-2004.4.27

flustered at the time .
night truly impair. This is the fourth time, is her 1st time, the second is the foggy abortions,
third is that you, the fourth rotate fish.

small car accident, four sewing needle. Her fear of being scolded grandmother to my house when bedraggled.
with her resting, suddenly afraid to wake. Panda's friends thought that, life is good ...

crisp fish did not do better.


daybreak to see Lily Chou-Chou's MV.
very quiet, desolate singing involves the auditory nerve, two hours non-stop drinking, stop smoking.

time to consume so I do not feel bad, like you,Buy Lacoste Shoes, they become close to me, let me be happy.
dear, I do this every day boring and fun.

always will be you and me talking all the time to go God. But I never let your heart left you a second. Really.

you sleep,
I constantly wear pajamas in the blank room came walking quondam, looks very engaged look. Nothing can be done.

I will have the computer open,Lacoste Swerve Keyline Shoes, music will not stop. Most of the day sitting in front of the computer or a fancy movie.
reiterated over and over again to see the Suzhou River, and Chibi Maruko.
little bit after a while it will go to your head. Point to open, then close. Point to open, then close. Nothing will be said. Seems to be a habit.

Suzhou River, she can not always be as gallant. Chibi Maruko can not do is always happy, as the magnification.

whether some day, I did, would you love me more.


heart will suddenly remove at once.
our changes, I have seen.
I will slowly a little bit of inquiry of these, you can always order a number of fewer than half was disturbed by the sudden joy or sadness.

you love me. You do not love me.
entire these convert a perceptive ingredient controlling my feelings.

tears to fall, I looked in front of you cold and indifferent, that is thin fragile shell mollusk.

forget when to start the accustomed, when the heartache will be posted in the chest at the Band-Aid.
you smile every time I am stupid.

or there is all an illusion. In the medium of the night that someone knocked on the door.
dawn, when the curtains,Womens Lacoste, the sun came without warning, a sudden flash in the face of ponderous jumping,
that second puny particles of dust can listen the wind tearing sound.
I put the shutters, trying to obtain to are scared to open their eyes closed. A tiny dizzy.

I told all the answers asked about lonely people, study to enjoy the loneliness. So I am very happy.
but I know this moment is panic. I only hope to say to you. Only you, I love you, you gave me a deep deep unspeakable solitude.

I can not, do not want to resist it.
Because you give me namely adore is chapter of ...


But North Bay, you will array me solitary?

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KK
-2004.10.11

has been two days.
also in trance with a stubborn dream of stupid fun.
everything seems to be no change, it seems that you will appear in the next second, said his wife I come ...
I was indulging in a calm nightmare.

I think you just go to sleep, one hour, two hours later, in short, you will get up, you never left.
I sat in front of a computer fantasy that he was fair waiting for you to wake.
just waiting for you to wake ...

You must be tired, this time to sleep so long. So I'll simulate you woke up angry, so I have to tell you a little sad.
then, and consist in ..., then you will say Well, well, Shao good `` not allowed.

I kept to myself Do not fret, wait.
on the next second you wake.

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KK
-2005.12.26

jungle at 2004-12-2110 : 18:00

got me shopping to be political businesses, women really difficulty. free to do an p.m. of labor, lift anything not to have come back almost straight up,
to discern a black clothing Jumpsuit skirt, she thought, she must wear this look good.
are trying to buy down the urge to clothes the set to give her, shook her brain, how could that be? I do not know her address, she can not tell me!
Two days without seeing her on the line, and, like her
yesterday, she finally came, did a stupid thing ran and She said HI, want to point and she loosened chat, but was perfunctory
asked her birthday is October 22, upset, plus her earlier QQ like spunk, but also to say happy birthday to her .
the first time and speak to her, very happy, I do not know she is not a stranger are so chilly, want to tell her that I did not malicious!
unknown I'm just a kid, in her eyes I What Who the hell do calculate.
However, this is enough. or happy. as a special Christmas gift received,Lacoste Shoes 2011, a night at her head off in the QQ. happy, Oh, there are numerous
ask the question, why is it called CK, why not love his lecture, she do every day .. the Internet are a lot of
I naive to see the talk history like a child yesterday, hey hope she did not think I is a boring person.

and colossal Wu Zhangjie them at night to rehearse, no sleep, I always dreamed of looking for a white short-sleeved, depressed.
sleep, sleep.

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began to notice a lad.
multiplication my QQ, almost never talk to me.
the darling of the blog's diary written in two months they are all about me.
occasionally seen, and began a habit
always in a bad mood when he went to see the diary,
a little bit of yourself to become happy.

I was happy.
at least people like me.

Maybe he and I never must talk, no one has talked to who.
But this gentle stranger, but I trance up in an instant.

This is a feeling of what it
loss, warmth, bulging vanity, mild shortness of expiration.

Shen Ke, you good thing.
do not have so little self-confidence.
I told you you're a good girl, do not deem what the opposite ###### discrimination scandal.
you see you are not in the heart thing?





Grimm's Fairy Tales (2006/08/29)

insisted borrow as evildoer

wits worth in the hot sun euthanasia


think that ah
house when we are slumberous
I still do support wind chimes
assist you assist me to be a rocking chair with the aid cats
right?
then slaughtered it.

joke your friends ~


muffle is seen as the heart has Ayutthaya
smile is seen as the tears are seen as strange claws
bleeding is seen as the script
toxic bait
invisible blot to be seen as guilty

even love the way
was also denied


I cast alongside the magnificent lover ah you
you do not love this mask it is chilly, no life

sad pale


make you feel fear when I humbly submit to you getting ripped it in front of you, whatever, sent
so contemptuously jeered


look at these still blowing heart it is my
dolphin for you to swallow it down
just feel the tenderness of that moment blurred
contented wipe his mouth with the blood of
stupid ample to think they and the light closer.




assuming no ###### sleeping in the forest when the corpses it said, pointing
dwarf ah
This
look like a clown

Please evildoer
you make it like they say it is not the princess is so



so it looks like a beauteous clown
that OK

9.10 (2006/09/10)

9.6

I know you do not like me identity.

probably from the sensible, the often heard you say,
have children on the child's brisk, do not always see the adults also face expressionless.

But they say that my role like you.
I average just love trying to flaunt the side like it.


yesterday was my first day at work.
I did not tell you.
but I think you know, it should be very happy.
I always do not go out in the home nest,
consecutive time of time every day or go on to play late into the night, and drunk to go home.
every time you ambition phone me to ask Aunt location.
you worry about me, I always knew.


home this a.m. to a lot of people.

aunt in the living room and speak.
her to gush tea for them,
I went to the alive chamber leaning opposition the bedroom door watching them.
one of the more luggage of middle-aged man smiled at me very rigid the next, said Ms. Shen, right?

aunt tea over time like a little alarm,
muttered Keke you go into the room,Lacoste Radiate Croc Shoes, this all right.
I do not frown go.
started watching them quest into your learn. They spent ten minutes

pulls out a lot of portfolios.
have people standing on the settee scored from the altitude of a bookcase black box.
I told him not to move, it is your saxophone.
wording of the man pointing at me odd, or open the box and looked at it put it back.

one of them have stayed in my bedroom will.
moved my computer, the C inventory to the point to go.
I politely said, standing next to pretty things in my D pedal, the uncle what you're looking for? Shantou Shantou
he said nought. Look.

almost half an hour.
bed sets, Roof, Court room, living room sofa and even the end they all turned over and over.


I suddenly miss you.
that time.

I know who they are.


I would like habits.
they can not find you. So I can find.
period in Changsha, as well.
just today I accomplished that there are such a big eater in Shaoyang.

a little nervous, but they ease up.
Since they came to my house trying to find something, then it must be for you can not move it like this.
they did no evidence. Do everything.

such a thought, I stood in the living room of a wastage under the aunt smiled gently.


you see. My aunt than brave.



9.10

I endured did not call you.
Today is my fifth day at work.
the previous month to learn, I have planned.
keyboard I am very familiar, but the narcotics were not familiar with.
slowly.

suddenly felt one day flies.

I have someone you want to say to you.
said the age course better.

me very happy this time.
occurred some things knotted together.
very dissatisfied.
want to die.

happens all around them began to bloody.

want to change different way of life.
I completely feeble for those exhausted of people and things.

perhaps long overdue.
me mad also want to make their flee.
not longer dependent on anything.
That makes me more naturalistic and vulnerable.
you occasionally say I do not comprehend accurate what they thought, so then I will tell you slowly.
my thoughts.


I thought this month would be to adjust to my new environment.
these days is just the beginning, occasionally go to work when a small God.
like some pessimistic entities, and then fall asleep.
but at fewest not as bad to feel at home crying like a.
work is a good thing.
you think I can do it. Right.


and aunt at home when a argue.
because she said a few words.
about you.

you know, you are the best.
tell you a little secret

seven or eight times.
you once took me to hack my hair.
'll wash the hair of her sister is very beautiful.
been and you laugh.
from start to finish, I did not say a word.

washing you take me back home,
I suddenly ran into his room to bolt up, wow bang on the inside tearful.

mother had been standing appearance the door, his head was I scared smog.
you behind is inexplicable. Mother was also asked because a long time.
that time, my days are not talking to you.

I do not know when I understand.
that is jealous.
like to see you and then embrace my mother, I will be very scared to flee away.

I'm afraid you leave.
also afraid of her mother to leave.

9 / 16 (2006/09/16)

the first week of work.
first holiday day.

everything went smoothly.

of our initial observations ...

drug sales.
my department.
back of the lobby in the company office, and I have a aggregate seven.
take buyer calls the main access, newspaper reported that plans or something.
commonly go fairly lightly. In particular, the pharmaceutical recent off-season.
busy but very mortal. T

cat sister. Sales team governor, 27 years old.
single.
wearing black-rimmed glasses, suit predilection.
will be discussed ahead work and luxurious sister resolved to purchase a new thong styles.
shopping and work home, differentiate me a word.
too beautiful female unwanted. But worth it.

Ama aunt. 46.
will close long-term, non-stop all day in the enterprise to see her beverage honey.
neuropathy character.
Sales backbone. We do not understand all there is to find her.
her handsome son. Purchased in the downstairs division.

buns. 29.
I do not know why we call her buns.
Although a northerner, but the body is very petite, round.
very warm, no matter how.
often buy a lot of time at work and give you snacks.

Ouyang Yani. 22.
ponytail. Character more quiet way.
reported when the project will suddenly arise behind you, then scare you half to death.


Xie Wen. 24.
... ... very macabre woman.
sales of flowers ... ... ... ...
like the same metamorphosis peeping me.
- - | |


hairy. 26.
will Shoubashoujiao I am familiar with these drugs.
after work, often called the cat on the T and I went for a small potato flour and octopus balls.
and I have a distant relationship among the sister.
married twice. First married in Taiwan.
Now the husband of her good.

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few sales.
often run out of business.
then take the plan to sell a unattached Department of recipe, go to storehouse allocation.

even boats. 24.
very black humor of a male.
come looking for the first time when a single plush pelt disburse plan introduced us.
intentionally fierce ground and say hi.
then plush pummel to death.
love to run us right at the Ministry of play, that joke.


Nguyen Bin. 27.
very slight. Looks like the only 20-something look.
often find cat T sister news schedule.
meticulous.
very serious.
but joking and even get the two boats were deserted throughout the department.


uncle. 32.
buns husband.
we call him uncle.
reportedly because malt navel. I do not know what's uncle and the relationship between malt belly.
but was coerced to cfrom start to finish with his uncle.
uncle is a very lovely uncle.


Wuxi Zhi. 23.
easy-going.
love spoof.
and uncle fraternizing.
speak after they add that right sibling?
standard professional rascal.
really do not see is one of the best salesman in the bargains performance.

several did not know the name.


slowly.

all people are good.
These are the boring new staff Shen Ke little drowse in the afternoon after the children written on small pieces of paper on the observations.