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　　每个人做事都有理由，学习是为了干嘛，学习是为了更好的活着，工作是为了干嘛，工作是为了生活过的更有 品质，人生分为许多阶段，小时候的目的都很不切实际，我想多半的小孩，幻想是当迷信家，长大才清楚要成为任 何一个专家，谈何容易，有的时候胜利不是靠耐劳，闭关修炼得来，而是在和人交换，不断的教训总结而得来，有 的时候一个想问题的时候会轻易把自己思维逼入绝境，跳不出来，所以人就容易变得敏感，那么在意别人的话，为 别人口中的优良和自己的虚荣而活，所以人活的超累，而且人又是要面子的，尤其在中国，有一批人都爱好说自己 忙，没时间，我认为很悲痛，人的时间就如海绵一样，是能够挤出来的，有的时候人在这个剧烈的竞争社会，人都 差未几的情形下，拼的也就是比别人多的那么一点点东西，抽点时间，多读一点书多去思考问题，总比耗在电脑上 好，像我现在除了写状况，还有就是必要的时候看下学校信箱，真不想再开电脑，太杀时光了，有时候就随意点一 下多少个小时就过了，为了逼自己，每天上完课回家，check一下邮箱，就把电脑关掉，安心写功课，记点东 西。每天晚上躺在床上的时候，当天学的常识像翻书一样在脑海里过一遍，确实领会到生活的空虚,devils wear prada，想当初我来的第一学期，想的是如何去适应国外生活，当生涯适应了，追求的是如何进步自己，我当初追求的是 天天都有所播种。
　　人有的时候确切很迷茫，精神很充实，所以人就相信爱情，感到爱情有了，精力力气就有了，但是事实很残暴 ，一旦现实问题摆在眼前，良多人就打了退堂鼓，只管很相爱，但是没有结果，人往往渴望得到结果，结果到最后 就是因为太盼望了结得不到，爱情须要不断庇护，而且是不求结果的呵护，才有可能结果，因为究竟人道是自私的 ，只有真的爱了，才理解乐意就义，才懂得违心付出，所以我恶感恋人之间吵来吵去的，女人总是不满意自己的另 一半不够懂得自己，男人老是不知足自己的女人温顺体贴带出去有体面。因为思维不一样，所以总会有抵触，所以 既然爱了，两个人都要跳出来，为对方转变自己，我也不知道为什么自己说的简略，当人真的去经历的时候，感性 和理性就会一直纠结。
　　最近据说以前的室友和XX分别了，我就想这么好的一对怎么就Over了，当初让我看了不知道多眼红，素 来不一个女孩这么对过我这么好过，心里想着我，固然他付出了什么我不晓得，然而我直觉感到的到他的成果绝对 照付出的多，那时我就感觉为什么上天这么不公正，岂非我嫉妒美妙的爱情了？回忆起来本人好成熟啊！干嘛要比 拟啊！过好自己就行了，跟他通电话的时候，我问他以后盘算怎么办，他说该怎么办就怎么办，他说当前真的好难 动真情了，是啊，看他阅历了这么多，反而不信任爱情了，不在乐意投入了，由于怕受伤，爱情这货色热度一从前 ，剩下来的的就是两个人信心很坚定，爱了就不懊悔，罗唆，不纠结就是我寻求恋情境界。
　　23岁诞辰，和homestay的父母一起过，也谢谢Scott跟我拍照，比起做人，他真的比我强多了 ，而且最难得的是理科性人才，他读研讨生都不满意，还要PHD，人能成PHD出来，最少都30岁了，我真信 服Scott女友人，真能等，确实台湾更大陆不一样，岛小，压力更大，都是拼知识，技巧,diorsunglasses，经验，更难得的是他心坎世界却很丰盛，兴许正如他所说的，环境不一样，我是独生子，他不是，所以从小就懂 得去体贴人，懂的乖，我到现在才懂得，父母有如许疼我，自己以前却一点感觉都没有，觉得天经地义，home stay父母是典范的基督信徒，我要不是想锤炼下自己英文，鬼才和他们一起每天读圣经英文版，他却真的懂得 了，essay还写圣经，都不知道homestay父母看到他理解圣经，别提有多愉快，而我却只是读读罢了 ，基本就勤的去想，去体会里面的意思，我自己也明确，要不是homestay的父母信仰基督，善待别人，不 然会对我极度反感，因为我有太多太多的坏习惯，自己以前不觉得，换个角度看自己，才觉得自己太冷漠，你说老 爸是当引导才这么严正，我什么都不是，干嘛要怎天放不开，板着个脸不苟言笑的，这样反而让别人第一印象觉得 我很冷淡，不好打交道，实在真的，我把正经卸下来，就是一个孩子，因为怕人笑我幼稚，因为怕我喜欢的人觉得 我没有保险感，不慎重。所以自己抑制自己，每天都过的很当真，其实这样很累，所以我现在自己多了点淡定，想 做个简单的人。
　　Everyone always has a reason to do things, learning is for what, and learning is for to live better, working is for live more quality than before, life need divided into many stages to do, the target of the child sometime is very unrealistic, I think most of the children, the dream is to become a scientist, but when I am grew up ,I totally understand to be any expert, It’s easier to said than done, sometimes to become success doesn’t depend on hard, closed-door practice , it need to communicate with people, also I need constantly to learned and summarize the experience to become successful. sometimes when a problem will be easier to put their thinking into an impasse, if don’t jump outside, people would easy to tend to become sensitive person to care much about other people, To live inside other talk and own vanity live it’s so terriable, people live would be fatigue. Especially in China, a group of people like to say that they busy, and have no time, I feel very sad, the time of people like a sponge, it’s necessary as you can be squeezed out , Sometimes in the fierce competition at this society, people have similar situations, to fight more than others is just win a little bit of something,you can as soon as possible take some time to read books and more to think as well than on the internet kill the time ,right now I just want to write down what my state, or check my e-mail in the school if it have necessary, I really don’t want to start my laptop,it’s so kill of my time, and sometimes just click some website ,the a few hours would be passed, in order to force myself at home every day after class, check about the mailbox, shut down my laptop,I do my homework and write something as I can. When I lying in bed every night, that day of my learning would be surface in my mind .it likes open book over again, I really appreciate the fullness of life, like when I come to the first quarter is how to adapt to living abroad,christian louboutin heels, when life Adapted to the pursuit of live my goal is how to improve myself, right now I am going to chasing what a day of the harvest.
　　Sometimes people really confused about there life , sometime the spirit is empty inside, so people believe fall in love, when the love coming the spirit would be come, but the reality is cruel. Once in the face of practical problems, many people hit the back out, even though they love each other so much , but still have no result, people often desire to get the result, the end result is that the don’t get too long, love requires constant care, and the results are not seeking care, only possible outcome. Because all of human nature is selfish , And only meet really love, and understand the willingness to sacrifice, and understand willing to pay, so I resent the tragedy between the lovers, and women are always satisfied with their own lack of understanding of their own half, men are always satisfied with their Gentle woman with a face out there. Because their thinking is different, so there will always be conflict, so about love, if a couple enter in, it’s hard to jump out, I don’t know why I said simple ,for the other to change themselves, , when people really go through when the rational and emotional Will continue to tangle
　　I recently heard that the ex-roommate and XX were broke up, I thought how come such a good pair of Over, your know what I saw them I feel more jealous in my heart, I have never been such as a good gril so in crush on me, thinking of me, Although he paid what I don’t know, but I intuitively feel the results of his pay more than the absolute, then I feel God so unfair to treat different one,I am so jealous of the real love happen near by me ? In retrospect was good ah! Why should compare with me ah! I have their own on the line, and his phone, I asked how he intends to do in later, he said, how to do in the next, he said, touched for the very future really so hard, look at him through so much , But don’t believe in love, and not willing to invest, because he feel fear of injury, heat of a past love this stuff, the remaining two people is a very strong faith, love will not regret it, simply, is what I love and don’t entangled state.
　　23-year-old birthday, I stay with my homestay parents together, and thanks Scott and I take pictures, To be a tough man, he really is much better than me, and the most rare is the science of talent, he doesn’t satisfy the graduate school,he also want to got a PHD degree ,To got a PHD degree out, at least to turn 30 years old, I admire Scott girlfriend can wait he a longtime, I know Taiwan not same as china, the mainland have more develop space, but Taiwai is a island ,it’s too small, to live in theTaiwai will have more pressure then you should fight with knowledge, skills, experience, even more unusual is that he Very rich inner world, perhaps as he said, the environment is not the same, I was an only child, he is not, so from an early age know how to thoughtful people, understand is good .Right now I was only now understood how much parents love me, but his past Did not feel a thing, to take for granted, homestay parents are typical Christian, I would like to exercise either under their own English,supra new, Famous last words with them every day reading the Bible in English, but he really understood, he wrote the essay use the Bible word, I don’t know homestay parents see that he understood the Bible and feel too glad, but I just read it, I just simply to read and lazy to think about question, I don’t understasd the meaning , I understand, but for homestay parents believe in Christ, be kind to others, Otherwise, I would be extremely offensive, because I have too many bad habits, his past doesn’t think another point of view themselves before they feel that they feel unconcerned, you say dad when the leadership was so serious, I have nothing, Why should I let go of how days, the board with a face mask of solemnity, so instead let people think I'm cold first impression and bad deal, in fact, really, I unloaded the serious, is a child, laugh at myself because of fearing Naive, for fear I feel like I have no sense of security, also aren’t steady. They therefore restrain ourselves every day have been very serious, in fact, very tired, so I put in more calm right now,I want to be a simple man.