Because of renaissance , so I called in July

The world is actually big, the sky, you exhale on the additional end. People to get together and encounter up afresh, yet a pass of a carnal meet. But this story, the outcome constantly is not that we have the ultimate say .
to live, I have a long struggle with death in July.
July sun trickling via the leaves of the cut, the landscape is full of shine, shine color, but in my eyes, they are pale, some curving of light, in front of running, I saw the laugh, smile at me. At this point, I thought that the outcome of the scent of love, not me, not me.
I finally fell in July, gorgeous, I am no longer me, my vision of the collapse in the ward, filled in the dark, I no longer deft, very stubborn, experience 13-hour struggle, yes, I live, I smile, no longer attention on July brought me magnificent physical pain.
too my birthday in July, in the ward, see the color of life, I held back the tears and pain, fair stupid laugh,GHD Midnight Collection, since then, I have one more birthday, ha ha, nice,GHD Pink Limited Edition! ~
at 0:15 on July 7, I mind all of a sudden lightning, all the light are black. so, I calculate of naivete a year ago, I meditation you beneath the sundown overlooking the water with sadness, pleasure with sorrow, with a rose addition, with a tight promise to remember ahead you go do not look back, bring me the most unforgettable injury. Now, I'm lost here, will go from here?
years to change the youth's face, my Tears are not cautious you see, if you can see now afterward my tears firm, you will not, I say goodbye?
parting is farewell, God is forever based on one sit and await outlook await and see the world changes, you will lonely, I forgot, the incipient you can be baited to others, the tiny prince's rose, is not only one.
how melancholy tin no rotated out so hard to pay, because come is such a humble question. Just how like a person, the heart ambition not let a girl flowers so die set above spending the next indulge in entire.
was looking behind over a few thousand, kept sprinting in a nightmare, merely to see your eclipse,GHD Gold Styler, Chung Yeung Festival several times only dry tears several times, drenched the pillow by night with salty savor in the end I have not so crisp? out the skylight, floating a long Sese the period when 1 daytime I can forget you, distant smiling lad, has convert the scenery, we eventually can not depart the same as the fairy tale, the opposite of cruelty and torture, leave alone, because we are a group of alone children.
July, I miss sentenced to necrosis, sentenced to dead painful.
July, I hammer death, command farewell to the grief.
seven months, I can not get back the age vitality, the disease is gone, still left me with a little suspense.
in July,GHD Purple Styler, I got born again, a small town in the northwardly - July to sing - the night lit up the night, and then spring to winter, not snow.
whether one day, I lost his memories,GHD Hair Straightener, and then met you, I will again care for you? I will remember the pain of the elapse do?
July understand, I'm weary of not strength to love.
since forgotten, so I reborn as born again, so I shrieked ------ July.
July upon (** ghostwriter)
; ; ; ; July 25,GHD Straighteners, 2007

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