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2126426 2010 年 02 月 06 日 22:37 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (1) Category: Personal Diary
I am lying on the bed half-watching TV, is a comic, it seems quite funny, and I followed on TV from time to time the audience laughed. But when I heard these words, to laughing.
I press the remote control a TV and whipped off. Staring at the bedroom door and then turned away, ears and listened outside the movement.
no movement, even though there were three people sitting in the living room.
but that is not static.
small North, a small North husband, and, Shaw!
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since I tried to get out of bed, to go out and see, then the door opened, came in a small North.
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\. I like a Shuapi Qi of the child, shake off the coat, \is to die in his side now! Look, he around him? called me a call, see me now, without saying a word, all right now, directly on the gone, there came to see you at a glance ? think earnings, good, let's go! good or bad? \, living room, he was always just waiting, I look out for a long time before Mr Mui Leng said hoarsely, \, the tears kept falling drop by drop, this time I always hide the disease, not to mention to anyone, but more so the more unhappy, so when the small North and Mr Mui care about me, I who was born with Miss temper, all woke up, I stood between the living room, straining to cry.
I cry, while saying, \arms, north cried.
\to temper.
small North and Mr Mei looked at me, do not know how to do.
this time, click, bang, the door opened again.
Shaw stood in the doorway, red eyes looking at me. His breathing is heavy, such as ran a marathon, the body is sweating.
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Xiao rudely wiped the sweat from his face, and then dash over to me in his arms, immediately facing the small North and Mr Mei shouted, \are rolling! \Why marry her! married, she became a part of your co-exist, you ignored her, lost, is yourself. Mr. Shaw, do not think profit is not much time left, and we want you to owe her have returned to her, you! \Huan hold me tight, very loud, very sad, the tears.
that moment, I seem to see the ruins, snow does not fall for, they are a Spring, a myriad of vine with small green shoots covered with a large, and the wind from , stained snow seed leaves, are flying in the air, but also a large, had to go incognito!
Shaw, you know, your tears for me, is the spring.
2005 年 8 months.
Shaw began to work with me, I never home alone.
to work with him is a very happy thing, he was in his office arranged a special place for me, he looked up and can see me, I looked up to can see him. When his work, I look at movies, on the Internet, to the lunch break and time off work, he drove me out to dinner, he chose the restaurant is great.
including one called \He asked me, like it or not. I said like it.
he often asked me if I liked one day to say hello a few times, each time under different circumstances in question, then I understand that each of us to a place to do one thing each, are he's pondering a long time.
If the weekends, we stay at home and not go out in the morning I see him holding a newspaper, watch television at noon he held me in the afternoon he held me in the balcony to chat in the evening he was holding I sleep.
One day, I lie in bed, Shaw was taking a bath, I crashed while listening to the sound of water, watching the ring on his left ring finger, feeling its luster as light a little. I looked at it long, long time, sinking the eternity of the diamond, flashing a gorgeous, very beautiful.
That is when we got married, he went to buy, remember the day he was busy, do not have time to take me to the election, a man ran his own jewelry line, on the counter lady said, to find diamond great to meet a woman's vanity, the price is not a problem, I hurry, hurry recommend one. He then took two boxes back, we got married, the ring is used, more interesting is that the ring can be worn just in my hands at that time, he is sarcastic smile, at the wedding After the words of master of ceremonies, held my hand and said, Miss Cheng Siying, marry me! I will take care of you for life!
thought of this, I can not help but laugh, is not people dying, it is like to recall the past? I raised my hand and looked at the cold While this beautiful ring, and gently kiss the diamond attached to my lips, like a tear.
I kissed it ,
pandora sale,**** can not put down.
\lip seal, Xiao Huan clasp my hand tightly, and this kiss too hot, too manic, completely taken away my consciousness, until I heard the small sound of metal floor fight was suddenly back to the voice of God, the side first look, I do not know when Shaw took off my ring thrown on the ground. s
\\his back, like mistakes in the comfort of a child, I said:
\He mentioned this topic before, if I have health ... ..., if I in a healthy situation, had the opportunity to get him to care, I think I will be very greedy to care about this issue with him, did you really love me I feel bad, I feel bad I was sympathetic.
However, life in the world, has a different position, if you want a small North answer this question, a small North would say you either love or sympathy for you, as long as he is pained you, cherish you I think that is enough. To answer this question Mr Mui, Mr Mei will say, man's heart can only love once, after that time, all the encounters would be sensible, as long as his reason, you are taken seriously, then you, in his the status of the heart has existed, that was enough.
But the little North and Mr Mui do not know how what is enough, that if I said to myself all my life.
I lie beneath his fingers linger on his face, I want to remember him, remember him, and because my life, whether right or wrong, only love for him , the rich have surprised even themselves. Or really as he said, my persistence only narrow life of a little imagination fills, but the illusion of this fanatical, death unchanged.
Shaw's fingers, the taste of tobacco, when my tongue wraps go, feel weak and shaken. Concentrate all his, and then gently kissed me. Than ######, I always prefer to kiss, because at that time, he has not because the passion you forget me, no selfless and gentle to me, I feel happier and more satisfied.
\will know, I never felt he owed me nothing, no strength, he could not build it all, there is no soft heart, he would have to leave me to fend for themselves in the wilderness, he took me to establish his era, he won, as seen in my life, the most beautiful scenery.
\It was hard to tell how the word ah, I is not?
I am holding his head, deep and shallow, clutching his hair, \is a small North,
pandora jewelry, she studied hard childhood, but poor family, I ask my father sponsorship, and my father was driving the condition that the North can not make other small friends! \North left to me, are happy memories, \to ########, and really on the true, open conditions keep things under control, we could go to wait and see! \! \> Shaw's hand starts to take off my clothes, while off the side said, \retreated to a piece of clothing the body, the body's skin had a chance to feel the cold, dry air, immediately in his arms, found a home at the charming embrace, I heard, fascinating heartbeat.
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\my soul, I smile, say nothing.
then blew his arm around me, \
If you want something more, even more tired.
2005 年 9 months. Shaw
more accustomed to me and this new, peaceful, a little bitterness of life, we talk more, he began patiently and told me I do not know and do not understand some of the things I also, and he speaks more of their own childhood experiences. He always hear laughter, showing bright white teeth, handsome handsome.
we no longer have ######, do not go too deep to touch some of the problems, such as life and death, for example, owed, for example, is right or wrong. We do not discuss what is happiness, and no longer care about gains and losses.
We live in the sun, like a pair of ordinary couple.
9 numbers, the small North and Mr. Mei to see me.
I sat in the living room and the small North chat, Shaw moved to put the laptop in the library, he was busy.
about an hour, Xiao Huan suddenly stuck his head out the door from the study, scared me, never seen him do such a lovely action.
he seems to have felt embarrassed, embarrassed smile, wave front of a small North, \br> small North togethers,
pandora bracelets, since the last time I leave the house, a small Li Xiao Huan North to refuse, whether phone, or we eat together, she would not mind him, Shaw is also stubborn temper, met a setback, refused to apologize, they are two bars for a long time so, good and made me angry, funny, and Mr. Mei. Sometimes think they quite like the. He glanced at the small North
was estimated to be trouble for so long also disappeared gas, then slowly stood up, walked into the study.
touch soon, the door.
me and Mr Mei confused.
not sure how long, which passed out of a good loud laugh, smile proud, insolent smile, laugh a little north. Then, north to open the door out. I saw her beautiful eyes still tears, laughing out.
she came, pulled Mr Mui said, \
I stood in the living room, glances toward the study aim was good, can not imagine how it was. Not for a while, Shaw himself out with a black face, 往沙发上一 sit, \
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\? \her, and when? she said, just when you were pregnant. I am the wound and asked that in addition to those days, there are just pregnant when? her look at me from top to bottom, said there! I quickly asked , when! she patted his stomach, said when her husband does not work! \have to be mean, knowing what I'm asking, Dong Chexi have to pull. \
I looked at him, \
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his head down, I saw his Jianwo, gently shaking.
a long time, he asked, \when, suddenly nothing. Perhaps because one or two words can not express, perhaps because at each other's face, but a more realistic feel real, I feel that everything is no longer important.
like me and him, I had to tell him
if I have a healthy beautiful body, I really willing to give you happiness, but I have withered, soon falling. If your heart is only I this woman, I can you struggle with a clear conscience, but I'm not the only, you have too much.
I do not know if anyone can understand, the time when life draws to a close, people will be more pure, dirty shell will gradually falling off, left, will have to leave, would be a pure soul, as to when the baby-like innocence.
I wanted to say to him, I Shaw, in my dying days there was no lingering love, would be a stain.
upset but I looked at him puzzled look, what would not come out. I know he was thinking, hold you, keep you warm, to cherish you.
I know, so I said nothing.
9 late May, the weather is a little strange, hot and cold. But the street, there are some tree leaves have started falling, I would like this season, should be very few people will notice. Xiao Huan and I sat in the car to look like to watch when they are falling.
Xiao Huan where are all with me, and I rarely go to doctor for referral, do not intend to accept the force of chemotherapy, I would like the most natural circumstances were, and he can also understand I thought, so I decided to do, he will acquiesce.
Xiao Huan is a strong man, with him, I always inexplicable to have courage.
this day by day, I had more and more accustomed to their own weakness, from time to time of hearing loss, blurred vision, paralysis, lethargy and coma, and I do not feel terrible, because every time back to God , I have been in his arms.
I would like, this parting.
10 1 May, the Golden Week.
small North heavily pregnant to see me, Mr. Mei course came. The four of us went to \
the dinner table, Shaw's cell phone kept ringing, SMS message after.
\And shook me, \did not speak.
small North impatiently tapped the table, \! Shaw
this time around some of my, I felt his body, suddenly felt at ease, and finally, in my small voice asked, \> Xiao Huan laughed, held out his hand, hugged me.
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four of us have to look at the screen door, a beautiful woman, any time is so beautiful.
Luo Qing hands folded, standing there with a charming smile.
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I feel embarrassed to see Luo Qing, then immediately pushed Xiao Huan, instinctively to the side away more. Xiao Huan surprised a moment, looked at me to stay.
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She ordered only smoke, looked at him, \a glass of wine on the splash towards her, I saw the smoke out of her, and she looked incredibly small North, was about to speak, north starting Biao, \others openly seduce her husband! \
Shaw sitting there, faint smile. Nothing.
small North continues to roar, \she asked.
Hekou Shaw wine, replied, \you once, but you have used numerous times to win me back. \pulled behind him, and glared at them both, Yiziyizi to say, \be back in the wait for me! I soon came. \
I pulled a small northern confused, \Please, go! \
I sat down tinted windows, watching the street, accidentally dropped a few slices of tree leaves.
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had today, the four of us playing around with is that a good play, because after that time, Mr. Mei to take to the hospital until the North producing small, and I do not know will where.
\. Small north in the past, open look, which are two gilded doll, who are tied with red underwear, a boy and a girl.
\a hole. \Fortunately, however, Xiao Huan
out soon, followed by Luo Qing, Luo Qing held him, then took out a cigarette dangling from the bag, Shaw smiled, reaching for her lit, Luo Qing smoking a cigarette, looked at him, and then put ink glasses, without looking left. Xiao Huan pat
clothes came towards us.
small North over to yell at him, \\
Along the way, Xiao Huan silent for a long time, I felt like he was waiting for me to ask such question him, but I was so disappointing, I do not ask.
car on the highway, fast, all of the surrounding landscape into the color line, we are like a burst into another time, as long as closed my eyes, this world will be left the two of us .
\I heard him ask me.
do not know why, I heard that, my heart is especially sweet, he is wanted me to ask? He once wished I was dumb, I close my eyes, open mouth can not help but laugh.
\He laughed, his laughter especially nice, a little magnetic, that is arrogant and elegant. We just laugh, laugh for a while, rest a moment, think of it, and laughed.
the road after our home lake, especially beautiful lake in September, especially in the evening time, sunset red dye one spot, sparkling. After the lake, he drove his car slowly, the lake reflects the rays fell on the car, a one sway on us.
Shaw stopped the car and we walk to the lake.
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more he said, I yearn to laugh, how could not help it!
we come to a place where no one, he'd hold me, hold me while watching the lake, swing around the side of his face to my face, his breathing a few times , and then said, \faint smell of tobacco, and his mouth clothes refreshing perfume.
\there is no way I always put my heart to you. I am eager to stimulate, Luo Qing, or other women, beautiful, intelligent, carriers of the virus, even bubbly, I with them, feel very relaxed ,
pandora necklace, that is to find fun, you know? I really laughed! \The lake is still so bright.
\conquered by the charm, but not forever. I would not consider any of them to go and get married, would not consider leaving you ... ... \
\Since that saw through all this world, we play each other, and even cheer for each other devious means, we laugh at the world, deeply infatuated with the kind of pinnacle of loneliness. But, think profit, you know, I look at you, to regret, I regret this stupid insistence, I really regret it, would you believe? \
He sighed, let me some, then at me, \you really regret it! \
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attached to his hands slide between my neck, did not force me to look up at him, he said, \Hello, can not wait to dig out the heart of the Hi. \you! \read more in college, I remember saying I did not know, but understand now! \
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I nodded heavily, however, has little smile mouth open.
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this day, because I almost laughed too much, and forget the time.
few words because he was that very few, I can forget everything.
weeks of the last day of the National Day break, night at seven o'clock, his bag a small bar next to the area near our house, only invited a few good friends to play, all I know faces, Lu Yun, Liu and Du far there is wind, and they brought a woman.
\I smiled at her.
\\One, is only a very beautiful diamond butterfly brooch, one, it is a classic white lace shawl. I am a little embarrassed to accept it, and then blocked off Shaw leaned across them, and personally put my cape, chest Diamond color spot, just fell on his face, he was not seriously on the brooch, then looked up at me, right close the distance, we are naturally shallow kiss each other.
\very fine rectangular palette gave me, which stood a silver knife, I will of the scabbard, and wind, soon, in the faint light of the light bar and see the blade on both sides of the Ming's words: vast half, back as before!
heart burst tight, I looked up at Mrs far wind, erratic sense to say, \a little unhappy. Du far
wind smiled and said, \\>
Shaw back, touched my face, mouth Qinghuan my name, \my birthday, just a very ordinary day, in this day, Shaw's friends have come to see me carefully, everyone gave me a gift, every person sincerely called me a wife. And I have Dan Xiao, Xiao Huan is looked back.
Finally, Shaw hold up my hand, looking more and more profits rocket fell on a wedding ring on a bright, long time do not move, I was surprised, for fear that he will also ring to throw So busy to withdraw their hand, but he is firmly compile with, not the least bit loose.
\need to deliberate and to the forgotten, do not want to evade existing fact. So I do not want him removed While this was the witness of our marriage ring, I do not.
Shaw was smile, held out his hand, very seriously, in my ring finger, put on another ring. That diamond ring is small, but very beautiful, graceful, shows a spirit.
He took my hand attached to his heart and said, \rolled his eyes, forcing back tears, some sour, I go back, \tightly wrapped around his finger, ring finger, I wear two rings, shiny.
I know everything, start again.
We came home and happens to be twelve, a door, he put all the lights are turned on, the house is full of warm orange light, I sat on the sofa, a little tired, looked up him, and he was standing in the bathroom, spray water heater, full blast sound. Not for a while, he washed, and only bath towel around the waist, so bright I first saw this case,
pandora beads, he blushed, and quickly found a towel to dry his body. Shaw's body was Jingzhuang, he is a diligent fitness, before we were married, he often said in the office, poor health, but also play anything!
I rub the side of him, while serious, \asked, \gently pick to loosen the towel around his body.
I quickly turned around, but the back, and immediately felt the warmth of his chest, his ear close to me asked, \
I like the glow sense of control, afford nodded.
woman, really very weak, in which case,
pandora online, more weakness.
woman, really very easy to happiness, such a hug, it has been felt happy.
bedroom, light is orange, but more dark, gentle, charming. I lay in bed, looking across his shoulder and saw a tall roof, suddenly found that we in this world how small. Was gifted with a small searching.
his wandering hand on me, heavy breathing from time to time blowing my hair, let me reveal a pale face.
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Xiao Huan did not speak, do not let me hold him tighter, warm quilt Hu Hu, hot red my face, he kissed me deep and shallow, in my body leave traces in each place, but he always wraps back to my lips, tongue slippery sweet.
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