walk out of treason injury almost

(one) the lover's festival
　　
Write down before Mdash;mdash;
　　
This rose that is full of a lover everywhere and chocolate are fragrant today in Wen Xiang's day, work in the same placing already ground of too impatient to wait drops off, only alone Chu Ran office staying behind.
　　
Surrounded whole world when dusk deeply, she just from stand up before computer, developed a cup of strong coffee to oneself, the station is before the window with so big office, delay of the Chan on the river area that hopes the move is dense floats crowded duckweed. Think what ocean asperses to flow in wave, decayed how much so distressed cling to?
　　
The afterglow early spring is not gorgeous, grand has appeared to hold the form with young tender lovers of Cheng Cai on embankment, the world outside, should swirl everywhere fluttering the lover's joyance and the evil spirit be puzzled of the rose her chest twinking passes by Hellip;hellip; the Bei of filar detailed is cool.
　　
As if, forgot very long very long. Now day this special day, lifted her to be opposite once the memory of that paragraph of experience that can't bear.
　　
(2) encounter rain of a sun
　　
After the university graduates, I fall in the support that pursues the good friend with wholesale dress, joined the procession with wholesale dress. It is very fast in this throughout the country's biggest costume terminal market, develop the client that gives a batch of stability. That paragraph of day, smooth lonely and busy. I everyday deal with is peddled in the business tourist of haggle over every penny in, experience life the be mixed of changes in temperature of 100 condition. Bulgy purse convalesce cannot pacify the heart that tired Gu lonelies. And the destiny arranged love encounter for me in what maintain one's composure however.
　　
That is the Spring Festival 4 years ago, I return home town. First 6 that evening, make an appointment to meet with a friend, in the coffee faint scent that falls in love with coffee Rdquo; charming and gentle in Ldquo; , I am bumped into into life by that man that makes grand inadvertently.
　　
He is the friend that the friend brings, I just know later, that is my friend's designed arrangement, should introduce us of two understanding.
　　
The sense that sees first, be just as the world will have sun rain in September, we are opposite at first inspect in, a warmth like sunshine is permeated with in eye eye. This warmth lets my palpitant quickness, my life also is in of this instant absentminded, from now on free and easy rises and fall Hellip;hellip;
　　
First this days 8, I return provincial capital again go in the business in. Just, this is just as the encountering of Jing grand dekko, make my heart dimly much be anxiouslied expect and formicate.
　　
The telephone call that becomes him as agreed upon and to, rang my ever since one's birth is the most frantic glad. Phone that pleasant voice that he brings magnetism slightly, and those who nod aggressive profession, dizzy coming loose my sweetest lovesickness. Love reads aloud, became I and him between most the metaphor of boiling hot.
　　
(3) the ceremony of proclaiming sb a Buddhist of that one evening
　　
The festival of lanterns that evening, before my what the form towering like a mountain peak of his Jun Yi appears in foreign land. The rose in the hand is about to drip colourfully. Be opposite with him sit at the so big lake heart teahouse in urban park in, lunar corona is like water, the alcohol that there is red wine in air is beautiful.
　　
Grand uses up chaliced red wine in drink hind, pull the hand that has me, stroll to go up at deep and serene park trail. In the night early spring, still confused raise is worn the chill of the last days of winter, and the temperature that be delivered from grand control and comes, as if should ferry me bright in dream. This dream, be the happiness that I want?
　　
Be like wake partly in half dream between, I want to poke what bewilderment winds around to shed haze hard, differentiate is clear the false or true before, bai Yi is free only however in brain piece, feeling also is in of nocturnal bug twitter in be destroyed all detail. Abrupt, grand stopped, look at me silently, turn in me first to him that momently, instantly stuck the lip of his boiling hot to come up, temper by dipping in water not as good as defense sector absorb is worn the meaning random affection of the Wen Run between my lip tine is confused.
　　
What use a the female ###### when me is missish know to wake to push him with a final, look at the face of my bright red, the laugh of his corners of the mouth and dim light of night are euqally so abstruse that the laugh of his corners of the mouth and dim light of night cannot defy.
　　
That one evening, be worn by his hold up, my footstep compromises to the heart, in the peerless hotel room that will to a male stay alone;
　　
That one evening, I throw traditional and adherence cangue fence, sensible by **** capsize, by each inches of skin that his labial boiling hot crosses the whole body;
　　
That one evening, I am like firstborn kid, if the knife is strong,be worn by him puncture of firm firm ground crosses me to be in child the body, liquid and fall red mutual correct horizon is fond of extensive white;
　　
That one evening, my ache and joy, my soul and body, everything, the plunder Hellip;hellip; that the ceremony of proclaiming sb a Buddhist hesitates none at him
　　
(4) once was the person that I love most
　　
How do I long to span love and career pigheaded in same a local expect, need not suffer longing day and night suffer. However, grand is not willing however. Say with his word even if: Do not think others thinks he is a person that relies on a woman to have a meal. His apiration is a company of a packaging, develop his special skill decorate design career, lack capital regrettablly.
　　
Heavy remote is loving the woman in the river, do not be willing to bear hoped to wear autumn water with space of the two ground like sweetheart cowboy Girl Weaver, do not be willing to see what beloved man has unrecognized talent step forward more of dimension difficult abjection. After consider carefully passes, my resolutely end everything here, condense travelling bag the belief that gives aid to each other on new course of development, set foot on the platform of the return trip, the scenery previously fleets after one's death in me and pass, but I, have pair of good tomorrow longing only.
　　
Can bend I all, it is the stink of money outside the body only, the never-failing of my have diarrhoea, it is my affectionately however broadcast brimless is crazy love. To love, I am such Gan Zhire maltose, honor permits no turning back. What can help him build him is regnal, did that my heaven and earth calculate again what? He has promised Mdash;mdash; to give me the happiness of this life a future life!
　　
Then, for the oath of this generation after generation, I coil in the blue print of vast and numerous clothing slip-case for a book, what he becomes unsurpassed of my wisdom Lv is outstanding ease just. Life, from now on by fill of unending signs or feeling of getting drunk. The Le Yue of Dan of winding and labyrinthian not care at all. Each bits of his achievement, scrape up is worn each my happy Hellip;hellip;
　　
(5) double treason
　　
Of Wang Lin appear, the hand that is deities probably is dim in atone for saves me at 1000 channel in the dense fog of the love of 10 thousand big pool. This I handed in classmate of 20 years greatly to hold a friend concurrently, one's early years already child of man of in the company of is emigrant and abroad, never had broken the connection with me however. Disappear for years, the entertainment of my nature happy work she. That day, I call grand to be in some booked KTV room in large ############, go together in the evening to one's heart's content, gave her earnestly to introduce grand first. That one evening, they as if very hearten, guess, finger-guessing game-a drinking game at feasts, cheers, very much wine meets intimate imply. Deeply the wine bureau that how care about and I of wine force didn't participate in them, whole evening is singing affectionate song.
　　
When ending, wang Lin has the signs or feeling of getting drunk of small drunk it seems that. Hand of this wine Lin Gao shows grand however of conqueror complacent. Stride together when us narrow elevator, my muddy does not become aware his life also will issue defeat at high speed like it like that.
　　
Hellip;hellip;
　　
Following day, wang Lin is like no longer as one used to do same frequency is close the friendship that calls me, her life is in it seems that casual abundant fact rises.
　　
That one month suffers from the night with white frost, grand says to attend a dinner party, cannot accompany me. I bored to death make a telephone call to Wang Lin, want to make an appointment with her to come out to sit. She that says the phone to be in with a friend bar meeting. The avoid mentioning between utterance is abrupt between make me feel a kind of unprecedented uneasiness.
　　
Hellip;hellip;
　　
I ought not to be obedient to really of this female's peculiar nimble insight and cunning evil spirit premonition drive, two pieces of that when be pestered by mutual in the Bohemian the human body with sweet wine cuddle faces that I am familiar with extremely of incurable burnable eye, whole body by before confirm plumbic Leng Chengbing. All these, I am not to do not have doubt to pass, just, to the affirmation of oneself love and friendship, not allow I am made again deep the dug of one pace, because their is my most trustful person.
　　
Forgot me how dodder along escapes give bewildered to faint the demon barrier of empty sky, streetlight is dizzy coming loose a person's movement and expression of all passerby on the street of cold cold, the thorax of cut sky is writhing the be unworthy of with a dirty despicable and filthy. My hall jade eaves with build by laying bricks or stones of base of affectionately the real situation, to the best of my belief not the person of doubt and thing, in this world that errors in this confused, what cannot see clearly in me is dark in, be just the mirage that can'ts bear biff? ? ? ? ? ?
　　
The world derives the ablaze combustion to be without early-warning by Su of wind snow Su, I await him exuviate to turn the Bei bend so as to breakstubborn that lifetime advanced in darkness of immensity of moth go at into Hellip;hellip; in the brightness of flame
　　
(6) incorporeal satori
　　
Duty complain freely of cut heart cereal deep and remote big pool greatly, the urgent rain of depth place wind of life suddenly, the lights of late bar takes the bottom of one's heart of Ze of not bright bend, I can be experienced, it is that penetrative bleak. That is when, whose person is that is a thousand li that leaves in my back icebound?
　　
Probably, life is abandoned namely originally old cast new metabolization procedure. In the universe of vasting insignificant, the person follows dust general lowliness, besides oneself, whose meeting experience and observe gets that ever the die young of the corrode bone of lucid back? Understand this, the haze of inner miscellaneous exports the thing with degenerative Hellip;hellip; with respect to what found get sth off one's chest, let it die out along with wind, let life and soul add hold.
　　
True feelings, the affection that is deteriorated is rustily over- , in those flounder by the anguish of awl heart in the years of perforative whole body, all belief crumble, all Yang Pan suffers misery. Then, I begin mad participation to arrive in the job of the heavy and complicated of new company, the time that does not allow oneself to have any empty air wallows in in the treason in that good for nothing, went out of cultivation innocently oneself are green manorial,
　　
I want the satori of the soul of contented be contaminated with the job.
　　
The dignity that ever was trampled by firm firm, leave with a kind of flower eventually breathed the absolutely beautiful attitude of sweet however full building weighs model. Because, the tenacity of my character is unwilling compromise to the heart of grey decadent. The affectation that steps on a matting be iterationed all the way and blossom proudingly uglily! I am being decided by the buddhist in profanatory affection at the same time, sad wail prostrate becomes Buddhist news, praise oneself to the oath that annihilate drifting haze is like in wind, promise the heart open that anabiosis dusty true!
　　
That one treason injury dangers, make I learned to be mixed bravely tough. I know after satori, to love, I still am looked forward to, also believe as before! Nbsp;
(Graceful)