What I really do not care .
 

- ☆ how I can pretend to be so happy ?

- ☆ how I can tell the kind of comfort in their own words ?

- ☆ how I can as it does not matter ?

- during the day , laughing , walking, and repeat the live ordinary lives.

- night and, after repeated, heartbreaking pain.

- Why is that smile , why I still use that tone to deal with things ?

- is so obviously sad , obviously is so painful, why do anything porphyrin say?

- Why all the pain for themselves and then installed it does not matter ?

- not too bad , but because the thought was too good in the past .

- Why do they hate porphyrin him?

- those words , those things that, even for severely hurt me , why porphyrin to blame him , but said they are useless .

- perhaps, only self-created odd shame that he ruined himself.
. Ha ha